Yesterday and today

This pain is really killing me. Tonsils, gastric, back ache. OMG! I feel like I just want to pull out my whole “ari-ari” and stuff it in hot water…

Yesterday, my whole day sucks! The pain was unbearable. I wake up late at around 9am. While waiting for the water supply to be “deras”, I sang. Yeah! I know, my tonsil is painful and yet I still sing? HeHe..1st- to kill the time, 2nd- I really need to shout my heart out.

At around 10am, I took my shower. I feel like I want to cry from this pain. God knows how it hurts a lot. After shower, I continue to sing until 12pm. I can’t bear with it anymore, so I lay down and press the area under my tummy. It hurts. Tears fell down. No one saw it, because I was just alone. My mom, auntie, sister and cousin were inside the room.

To kill the pain, I try to sleep. I wake up occasionally. At 3pm, I woke up and have my lunch. Tho’ it hurts to actually “talan” the food, I have to, coz it been few days I didn’t eat rice, I rarely eat anything. That is why when I throw up, there’s nothing to throw. HeHe..

Actually, I am not sure what I want to say. My head jammed dah. And I feel like I wanna throw up dah ne. Bah chiaoooo lu.