Me and da Only Me

Me and da Only Me
Me, Myself and I

Clock Ticking..Time Is Running Out...

Saturday, 29 November 2008

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Hmm..its 29th nov..haha..why did i laugh? Well, 29 is not funny,bt wats funny is..on d 27th,i was being informd dat im officialy in IQ team since 1st nov.. Since 1st?n yet i jz knew 2days ago? Wat d heck.. Nvm... I hate d redheadbiatch a.k.a APTE..mcm tamaha ada jua..mau smuanya.asak th ko nah... Anthr persn who r big mouth n shwng off..ha3..
Dymn,im getting darkr evryday..plus chuby5x..ha3..o god! Less thn 5wks to 2009.. *sigh*

Monday, 17 November 2008


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Ntah eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..stupid!! and it spoiled my day

I am not sure why for the past few day, aku jadi seorang yang sangat penyamal. Believe it or not..in less than half a day, I’ve been “menyamaling” arah 3persons dah. Gila kali aku ne!

I don’t know why, deep inside my heart, I feel like to cry. Yatah kali jua aku mudah menyamal tu!... Ah non-sense..forget abt this…… I’m just so dymn stupid!!...Whippppppppppppppper!

I know I’m with someone now, but I still missed “Mr Kay”. Sigh! Jahat kah me? Maybe I am. Ntah ah…da memories with him is still fresh in my mind… Gila kali aku ne..

“Cinta..tabahkan hatiku~ tak mahu sesuatu merenggut engkau…~
“Naluriku berkata..tak ingin terulang lagi..kehilangan cinta hati bagai raga tak bernyawa~
“Aku..junjung petuamu~ cintai dia yang mencintaiku~…

Yes and indeed now Mr,G.D yang love me! *sigh*…so I have to forget you.

Friday, 14 November 2008

Da kolomee

Its friday nyt..im out wf my guy, we hav a smal argument jz nw,bt its ok by nw.. At d mmt, my guy n i were at serusop, hvg our meal..ha3.. Gilak.bina bdn bnr..we are both chuby n soon,we're gna b da vry vry chuby.ha3... Wateva..cit,my food hasn't arv yet..nda plgku lapar bnr..tp..ha3.since ngordr,mau jua dmakan.alasan..haha..ada dh.ciao,update later

Thursday, 13 November 2008

Da IQiaNz

Everyone is asking me, when am I actually gonna finish my involvement in the GL System Project and move to IQ team?

HaHa.. You tell me. Well, actually at the moment, I’m quite free from the GL System Project already. It was already being transitioned to the Operations Team since 1st Nov. Ever since 1st Nov, I’ve been working on the CMMI in the IQ team already. Remember my nagging and complaining of the standards thing. HaHa.

WC was actually asking the HR, when will be the Offer Letter given to me? I don’t mind whichever date it is. What I need for the GL System Project is only half day of Friday, every week to KX all the knowledge to the Operation team (1st level support). Other than that I am free. In fact, I can be called the IQ’ians already.

Anyway, I am suppose to be in IQ team and at the same time lead the Engineering Process Action Team (E-PAT). The process area that we are looking at is the Requirement Management. Sounds fun? Haha… Maybe.

Great! I have the GL System Project KX tomorrow and I did not prepare anything yet.  Gilak!
Right now I’m missing my guy (Uwaaaaaaaa!)

It is 5.30pm and I’m still in the meeting room. Haha.. I dun care..i gonna packed anyway.. bah ciao…continue later~…

Sunday, 9 November 2008

today is sunday

In case ada yg lupa..today is sunday, yeahaa..n tomorrow wil b monday..arghh..ha3..

My mrng startd wf membersihkan kereta, then at ard 9am,i went out,jalan wf my guy...we went to yayasan n also hv our early lunch..then jalan2 fr awhle..sal both of us nyd 2 attend an invitatn at 2pm.so at 12.15,we went hme.. Wen i arrvd my sistr has mke her move,so its eithr i cme later thn her o dun cme at all.i decide i juz stayd hme.

So here i am,bloggng..cit i fyl so dymn bored.. ~hai anak mamiku sayang,snyuman mu ku tertawan..esuk hri nk msuk meminang...~ :p

Saturday, 8 November 2008

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CreaM CracKerZ...of Ma LiFe

Like usual…I’m having my lunch break in the office. One improvement though, I’m eating something now. Actually at the moment I’m eating cream crackers. Not so cool huh? I know. Haha… But somehow it tastes nice plang. Macam non-stop bah ku munching the cream crackers dari tadi. Last-last muka ku pun cam cream crackerz. HaHa.. Nda cute tu eyh..pipih… :p mun cam teddybear..baru cute..huggable ;)

Oh btw, it Saturday again and I am not sure why today, walaupun Saturday, there is still a lot of people in the office. Thus, it's berabisly borrriNgs.... and at the moment, i can't really thing. IQ work is not so fun after all..kwang kwang kwang!!!... The need to read and understand all this standard and procedures KILLS ME! Well, what can I say, i've accepted this. HaHa.. Wish me luck! Anyhow, today is the 8th November.. Hehe..i owez like the number since i know how to count :x lol. I love 8th February ;) Haha.. and now... i gonna love 8th October and the 8th of every month. :p Coz with it come all da sweet memories...Haha..apakan bicara ku sebenarnya?.."I the have the no idea what the hell am i the talking about!!" Yea yea...read that statement...and you will spoiled your English language for the rest of your life. I the very am so the not the happy is today.. i the not saying that the very i am sad, but i the very hate when i message sent to the person, whoever it is, either the person is nobody, somebody or anybody, and the message is not the person the reply is to me, i the really hate that. and today, i why do know reason, people that i give to msg, late reply to me..or no reply at all... <-- hahah.. sapa cakap buat broken english sanang? gila jua pyh ja..sama mcm kan pakai correct english.... last2kai english kapal terbang ja

I've eaten 8 pieces of cream crackerz and i feel full..gilak!!!!!....Haha.. Oops..just realise it's 8... kwang kwang

Don't anybody around here misses me? Haha..asi2 aku ah... it is like baru 1.03pm... thus, got another 4hrs to go..? chech!!!! Kill me! Kill me! Let me die now!!!... HeHe.... Anybody got any better job? like calculating money2? Napa tah ku reject their offer to go to Finance Unit ah..chech!! Well... da Finance Unit is too small ...and... there is the HR's there... da unit dat i dun envy the most!!.. HaHa....

Friday, 7 November 2008

Saja Je... Kan NyaMaKz

I am so damn tired doing all the research. Got headache, backache…every part is aching. Die die die! Last night was quite a “stressful night”. I went out with my guy and guess what? We had a fight! Well, it was my mistake for being too sensitive but cana jua, I’ve told him almost everything but yet when I do not want to answer few of his question, faham2 la..  Well, both of us say sorry for each others’ attitude. I cooled off and forget about it. But when I was talking to him, he was dreaming away… thinking of something.. knock knock! And seriously I hate that… When I asked, “napa tia g ne?”, he answered.. “just thinking, napa abg selalu asking the wrong questions”… and before he could finished his sentence, I erupted again. ‘Astaga..fikir abis dah..’ and da argument start again..  Haha.. I am someone who you don’t want to argue with. Trust me people!! Well, last last..sangal dah….i just went silent… But at the same time I am a bit worried …. Sakitnya datang again… and this part tah yang buat ku nda smpai ati marah2 …Well…anyway, at the end… kami damai anyway..ehehe.. :p Miss Ya ..

Bah bah..back to work ;)

Wednesday, 5 November 2008

Right Here Waiting

Before i end myself,let me wrote this song...im not sure this is for Mr.K or MrG.D... Coz it does mean sumthing for my Mr.K...this is how i felt about u.... *sigh*... But this song was actually dedicated to me by Mr.G.D

Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go Whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here, waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last, some how
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go Whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here, waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end, if I'm with you
I'll take the chance


.....................................................am i still waiting? but..im da one who let you go...? *sighh***.. da stupid me.

Another painful yet happy day

Why with the topic? Hahahah..i myself am not sure either. Anyway, today i took a leave from work, will let just say i didn't go to work, but with permission la..

So what i do from morning until now? Well, early in the morning i went with my dad to somewhere ;) dun ask where... we spent few hours there until aroud 12pm, i think la. Then i went home and had my lunch. Haha.. thank god now i got back my appetite and now i eat semula..haaha... and at least i enjoy dis meal without pain.. and arggh..sasakku...i can't find any painkillers at the place me and my dad went tadi... dymn...hope da pain will not be that bad lagi .... and guess what? my cough worsen..every single day..ciiit banar eyh.... if im dying tell me so..? ermm...well..mcm salah jua ckp ku tu... well let just say... am i dying? haha..not yet la..gila..ndakan ani pun kan die kan? tp..mana la tau...anyway.. back to my todays story...

so i went home and had my lunch wif my mum and auntie. Then my mum need to send my auntie back to KB..as for me, i have some "matters" to do... so at around 2pm..i went off and jalan. Finish all my errands at around 3.15pm, and now i'm in my one and only internet cafe, hehehe..tada............Paradise.. i always mistakenly called it surfer paradise ..masih rindu australia bah..cana jua.. gila..im missing aussie so much... planning to go there next year..tp mcm...ntah ah..too much planning dah...i dun even noe..wic one will actually happen?... wats the plan?

1. kan ke thailand <-- but then sal durang cakap at the moment... a bit kacau, so nda leh kesana... la la la.. i tot it is ok? ukan tani kacau durang ryt?
2. go cruising...<---meaning naik dat big boat... well..i never actually seen da real pics..but frm wat i heard from my sis.. it is quite a luxury.... ;) and it only cost BND 299. i'm fine with it, as long as im out of brunei ;). plus...for me..when i go overseas, its purely a holiday..no shopping mopping da mall.. hahhaa...dats not me..so im definitely fine with wateva holiday type they opted for......
3. mummy is planning to go to UK, to visit my beloved bro <---- da ticketing part, dat gonna be my treat... da shopping part? hehehe... ia sndiri tah kali tu.. da next part is me.... can i join???? hahaha.. $1800*2 =3600 <--- apa bah kan dmakan sana..chec.. pas tu another 2 year....kesana g? kwang kwang.. so still reconsidering... insyallah..mummy confirm plang kesana.. coz there is a reason for it.
4. hongkong <--da reason we choose here? im not sure..well..it is not an asean country..sal..selalu we owez go to aseans country bah..hahaha..y not try yang lain kan? well..da only problem is..mummy pernah go there..so no fun eyh....hahaha..na tia adventurous.. ;)

5. China <--- as Zura said.. Y not? Hehehe..dis one..totally under consideration... ermmmm......hw a..? hw hw? well... hw about...u suggest me sumthing? yeah..u... hehe..i mean..whoeva care to read this.. ;)

am i talking (typing to much here?) ahahahah..just wanna kill my time bah..plus..since i have da time in da world anyway...

dymn ciitttt..i have meeting tomoroww...cit eyh..and i chaired it...and i dun even noe wat to say? .......kwang kwang...da help da help... haha..my boss is online at the moment..baik jua ku appear off9 ah ? :p ..ciaoooo ku...going to my next destination....

Monday, 3 November 2008

Yesterday and today

This pain is really killing me. Tonsils, gastric, back ache. OMG! I feel like I just want to pull out my whole “ari-ari” and stuff it in hot water…

Yesterday, my whole day sucks! The pain was unbearable. I wake up late at around 9am. While waiting for the water supply to be “deras”, I sang. Yeah! I know, my tonsil is painful and yet I still sing? HeHe..1st- to kill the time, 2nd- I really need to shout my heart out.

At around 10am, I took my shower. I feel like I want to cry from this pain. God knows how it hurts a lot. After shower, I continue to sing until 12pm. I can’t bear with it anymore, so I lay down and press the area under my tummy. It hurts. Tears fell down. No one saw it, because I was just alone. My mom, auntie, sister and cousin were inside the room.

To kill the pain, I try to sleep. I wake up occasionally. At 3pm, I woke up and have my lunch. Tho’ it hurts to actually “talan” the food, I have to, coz it been few days I didn’t eat rice, I rarely eat anything. That is why when I throw up, there’s nothing to throw. HeHe..

Actually, I am not sure what I want to say. My head jammed dah. And I feel like I wanna throw up dah ne. Bah chiaoooo lu.

Saturday, 1 November 2008

Brain FreeeeeeeeeeeeeeZe

Today is Saturday. I feel so cold. Not only because I’m sick, but this is what happen, if you are working on Saturday. Not much people are actually in the office on Saturday. This is because since 1st Sept, our company working hours changed from Monday-Thursday and Saturday to Monday-Friday, off: Sat and Sun. Because of this reason, you will find people working on Friday and not Saturday, however, few need to come on Saturday on shift basis as the company is an IT provider thus maintain the operation and services of its clients. This applies only to those who are in operation unit.

As for me, I’m not in the operation unit, more into project side and soon to be in IQ Unit. But why am I here on Saturday? Well, coz I dun come on Friday. Not because I’m lazy. But there is no point for me to come on Friday, when I need to come on Saturday also, to give support to the new user. Confuse?

Well, let just say, I’m one of the implementation team of the GL System that our company provide to “a client”. I involved in the application as well as change management, which include configuring and testing the system as well as training and supporting user. Thus, this user/clients working day(office hours) is Monday-Thursday, and Saturday. So, since this system is still new and user supports ratio is high, I need to stayback during their office hours, those, I opted to come on Saturday rather than Friday. Once this project is close off and transition to our operation side, then my working day will change to: Monday-Friday. Explanation done :P

Anyway, yatah waktu ne sajuk berabis. I’m doing my research for my next roles, the PAT Leads, dun ask me what is that otherwise I need to explain another page of what the heck is that. Heheh.. anyway just doing my research the whole day, reading, analyzing, trying to understand all the kinda stuff that I need to present to my PAT members. Giler~ PAT members ku g orang yang lebih experience dari aku..ahaKzz..matai ne.!!! Anyway, the whole day doing dat..mbuat my brain freeze…I can’t think anymore. It’s 4.30pm anyway. So lets just blog. Hehe..My back lagi ache..eyh mati eyh..so dymn in pain,,.,hw can I survive this…

Can somebody hug me plz? Hehe…

Nadhirah~ help kaka wina plz~…massage me..haha..just kidding… only my bro know hw to massage me. Ooo…my cuzzy requested me to teach ‘em Maths, kwang kwang kwang..let see if I could remember all the lesson taught.

I should take a break ryt? Hehe..

I hate the week...~

It’s the 1st Nov 2008. Pheww!  Should I be happy? Or sad?

Btw, just recovering from my “sickness”…was on medical leave on the 27th and 28th of the month. Now, not fully recovered but getting better than before.

It started on Saturday, 25th Oct 2008. My beloved colleague, Kathy, was having an open house on the Saturday night to celebrate Hari Raya. Before I went to her house, I went out for awhile with my guy. HaHa.. Yeah yeah..i’ve been seeing someone at the moment :p Mr.G.D.

Anyway, back to my story…I was already sick on the Saturday afternoon. I even went home early. I thought it just a slight headache. I went out with my guy and we went to gadong. At around 10pm, I have to go, as I need to go to Kathy’s house. Once I arrived, they were dancing and poco-poco’ing..hehe.. was nice, but at that time, I’m so dymn weak already. I can feel dat my cheek is so hot. I guess my temperature was quite high at that night. However, I’ve try my best to be strong, coz I owed Kathy a nite :P mcm lain bunyinya..haha..i mean..da fun…so, we talked, chit chatting with others, Mahadi, Hal, Alai. Alai keep teasing me on the “guys voice” dat she heard over the phone.HaHa…

Then, just to kill da sickness dat I know I was having at that time, I sing a song. Alai even tease me on the song I was singing. Astaga. :P I went home at 12.30am, coz mum was so angry already, so was the guy.

At home, the pain was unbearable udah, I drank adamsari and rub some ointment on my back. I switch off da fan n da airconditioner and sleep under 2blankets, dymn I was so feeling sick. I wake up around 2am… “muntah”…Shhooot.

On Sunday morning, I need to wake up early coz I have some business deal to do and I promise the person already. So I wake up, bit weak but feeling much better than last nyt. I went off with the person. The biz deal was finished at around 4pm. We went to eat, which I can’t even finish half of the plate. Somehow, after sending the person off, my head start spinning again, “ayung” and suddenly I feel weak. Now I reconsider to go to clinic and get some medication, I dun care about panadols, antibiotics. What I need is pain killers (ponstone)…arghh..pls kill dis pain for me. When I cough, my whole head felt like it wanna explode, I even have to hold the top of my head everytime I cough, to avoid the pain. I really can bear with it anymore.

I asked my guy to pick me up and dangankan me to find clinic. We went from Bandar, to gadong to serusop, none was open. I feel lyk crying. My head ache, my cough worsen it, my throat sore, my temperature, quite high as I feel it, my back hurts, so as my “ari-ari”..  nothing is ryt for me at that moment. After been searching for a while and couldn’t find an open clinic, my guy sent me back. That nite wat I can do is onlyh to control the pain, and I can only do that by drinking adamsari and use the ointment.

On the Monday morning, I woke up early and went to shower. After greetings my mum, I went off to find the nearby clinic- Borneo Clinic. There were people in queue already. Mine was the 9th. I waited with pains on my whole body. Then it was my turn. I met with the doctor whom did my medical check up 3mths ago. She asked wat happen and I explained. But I said to her, my body temperature is ok now, not as hot as on Saturday. She went to check it and said that my body temperature is still hot 39degrees and my tonsil benanah. So I was prescribed with voltran(for muscle pain), paracetamol to lower my body temp and antibiotics. So here I am, standing…. The pain is not gone yet. But feel much better except for the pain on my shoulder. Ciiiit banaar eyh!


So that’s my story when I’m gone ;) Now I’m back.