I'm on leave since 24th December, and since then... life is so boringg..HeHee... I'm not sure wat to write now...so..chiaOooo...
Oo..btw, 'm just looking at some flight details for next year..hmmm..not sure..if i can go or not... schedule is quite tight next year.. *sigh*
Saturday, 27 December 2008
Monday, 15 December 2008
Oreo~
At the moment, I am in a meeting, and it sucks… all this processes and standard…are fun (Haha..NOT!!)
Today, the discussions are on the Process and Support Management not Requirement Management. But I am included in this meeting because I’m the IQians
I am supposed to have a meet up with clients from BCMB but since they sent the requesting document late, I can only be with them tomorrow, as there is no point of meeting ‘em.
For the last two days, “Oreo” always appear in my mind. When I watch TV, each actor looks like him. Hehehe..Bowh! Critical udah!.. No no no! Don’t…. it’s over. Dun think about him! MrGD kan di apa..~
Am I just dreaming, or did I misinterpret the message? “but he said.. Salam from Oreo.” Hehehe… Uwaaa.. Is that a… “Hey! I’m still the same guy..you know, you miss and …. Who Miss you” Haahaha..
Stop me! HaHa…
My cuzzin asked few days ago, if there is the 2nd chance for me with Oreo, will I go for it? Am I convince enough now? Hahah.. Yes I would. I never stop loving him. I just stop missing him, coz it kills me. Plus, I’m the “problematic one” in a sense, I dun believed in myself and am no confident. And he got no problem, but he is not patience with me being in doubt. ;)
Kwang kwang..need to go!...Have to concentrate.
Today, the discussions are on the Process and Support Management not Requirement Management. But I am included in this meeting because I’m the IQians
I am supposed to have a meet up with clients from BCMB but since they sent the requesting document late, I can only be with them tomorrow, as there is no point of meeting ‘em.
For the last two days, “Oreo” always appear in my mind. When I watch TV, each actor looks like him. Hehehe..Bowh! Critical udah!.. No no no! Don’t…. it’s over. Dun think about him! MrGD kan di apa..~
Am I just dreaming, or did I misinterpret the message? “but he said.. Salam from Oreo.” Hehehe… Uwaaa.. Is that a… “Hey! I’m still the same guy..you know, you miss and …. Who Miss you” Haahaha..
Stop me! HaHa…
My cuzzin asked few days ago, if there is the 2nd chance for me with Oreo, will I go for it? Am I convince enough now? Hahah.. Yes I would. I never stop loving him. I just stop missing him, coz it kills me. Plus, I’m the “problematic one” in a sense, I dun believed in myself and am no confident. And he got no problem, but he is not patience with me being in doubt. ;)
Kwang kwang..need to go!...Have to concentrate.
Friday, 12 December 2008
Me and Me again
Hmmm… just submitted my Performance Appraisal today. Will have a busy week ahead. PAT Session with Consultant for KL, meeting with BCMB Clients, Preparing for the ITIL Initiatives, etc.
Somehow, I’m confused, I still ‘like’ this company, but the people here are killing me. Back stabbing each other, the heartless management and their brady bunch. HahHa…
But somehow, I wanted to grow with this company. If I stay, I got the vision of what I want to do, for myself and for the company. *sigh*
However, when I try to voice out what the company can do, to have additional streamline of income, the CEO, just cut me off. Arghhh..! and that it… It kills me off.
I have convey my plan and ideas to Adi. Hope together we can do this. To hell with ‘them’. Lets do this ourselves. I can see the future :P Hehehe… bah bah…need to go. Haha…this is suppose to be lunchbreak..but my angels are not here, they are enjoying themselves in Singapore.
Love life? Haha… Both of us are so dymn busy wif work, there is nothing left for our love life :P Tho’ I miz ya aBG.
Somehow, I’m confused, I still ‘like’ this company, but the people here are killing me. Back stabbing each other, the heartless management and their brady bunch. HahHa…
But somehow, I wanted to grow with this company. If I stay, I got the vision of what I want to do, for myself and for the company. *sigh*
However, when I try to voice out what the company can do, to have additional streamline of income, the CEO, just cut me off. Arghhh..! and that it… It kills me off.
I have convey my plan and ideas to Adi. Hope together we can do this. To hell with ‘them’. Lets do this ourselves. I can see the future :P Hehehe… bah bah…need to go. Haha…this is suppose to be lunchbreak..but my angels are not here, they are enjoying themselves in Singapore.
Love life? Haha… Both of us are so dymn busy wif work, there is nothing left for our love life :P Tho’ I miz ya aBG.
Saturday, 6 December 2008
6th December
i'm not sure what to write at the moment. Its just that, i feel bored. i'm waiting for my sister here in this cafe. She messaged me this morning, and request for me to accompany her, but yet she has not arrived yet. Uwaaa.. Haha..Nevermind. I know she is on her way.. I understand, she is working today, and i'm not..ok..i give you a relieve time. Mwahaha.. jahat bunyinya..
I was suppose to fill in some form while waiting for her. That was my plan, but now..hehe..got no mood to do so, so here i am..blogging.
Its been awhile since i blog, the last date i wrote a blog was on the 29th November. Well, since 29th to today, nothing much change. My life routine and everything still the same. Except that..i missed MrGD so much... its almost a week that i didnt see him. Gila ku..mwahahha...
And since then also, i've eat and eat saja..kalau dulu 400kg..ani ada kali dah 500kg barat ku.. mwahahaa.. ;) ;) just an estimation. Believe it or not, now i have a proper meal everyday.. i dun missed my breakfast, lunch and dinner.. gilakan? :P not because i want to ...but because...ntah..saja2 kali..buang boring...:))
I dunno what to write eyh.... bah..til then.. :P ingan ani saja lu... kang kan nulis lirik ja ku... lebih sanang.. :)
I was suppose to fill in some form while waiting for her. That was my plan, but now..hehe..got no mood to do so, so here i am..blogging.
Its been awhile since i blog, the last date i wrote a blog was on the 29th November. Well, since 29th to today, nothing much change. My life routine and everything still the same. Except that..i missed MrGD so much... its almost a week that i didnt see him. Gila ku..mwahahha...
And since then also, i've eat and eat saja..kalau dulu 400kg..ani ada kali dah 500kg barat ku.. mwahahaa.. ;) ;) just an estimation. Believe it or not, now i have a proper meal everyday.. i dun missed my breakfast, lunch and dinner.. gilakan? :P not because i want to ...but because...ntah..saja2 kali..buang boring...:))
I dunno what to write eyh.... bah..til then.. :P ingan ani saja lu... kang kan nulis lirik ja ku... lebih sanang.. :)
Saturday, 29 November 2008
s#!+ c@n g€+ ¥¤u t¤ d t¤p
Hmm..its 29th nov..haha..why did i laugh? Well, 29 is not funny,bt wats funny is..on d 27th,i was being informd dat im officialy in IQ team since 1st nov.. Since 1st?n yet i jz knew 2days ago? Wat d heck.. Nvm... I hate d redheadbiatch a.k.a APTE..mcm tamaha ada jua..mau smuanya.asak th ko nah... Anthr persn who r big mouth n shwng off..ha3..
Dymn,im getting darkr evryday..plus chuby5x..ha3..o god! Less thn 5wks to 2009.. *sigh*
Dymn,im getting darkr evryday..plus chuby5x..ha3..o god! Less thn 5wks to 2009.. *sigh*
Monday, 17 November 2008
Ntah eeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..stupid!! and it spoiled my day
I am not sure why for the past few day, aku jadi seorang yang sangat penyamal. Believe it or not..in less than half a day, I’ve been “menyamaling” arah 3persons dah. Gila kali aku ne!
I don’t know why, deep inside my heart, I feel like to cry. Yatah kali jua aku mudah menyamal tu!... Ah non-sense..forget abt this…… I’m just so dymn stupid!!...Whippppppppppppppper!
I know I’m with someone now, but I still missed “Mr Kay”. Sigh! Jahat kah me? Maybe I am. Ntah ah…da memories with him is still fresh in my mind… Gila kali aku ne..
“Cinta..tabahkan hatiku~ tak mahu sesuatu merenggut engkau…~
“Naluriku berkata..tak ingin terulang lagi..kehilangan cinta hati bagai raga tak bernyawa~
“Aku..junjung petuamu~ cintai dia yang mencintaiku~…
Yes and indeed now Mr,G.D yang love me! *sigh*…so I have to forget you.
I don’t know why, deep inside my heart, I feel like to cry. Yatah kali jua aku mudah menyamal tu!... Ah non-sense..forget abt this…… I’m just so dymn stupid!!...Whippppppppppppppper!
I know I’m with someone now, but I still missed “Mr Kay”. Sigh! Jahat kah me? Maybe I am. Ntah ah…da memories with him is still fresh in my mind… Gila kali aku ne..
“Cinta..tabahkan hatiku~ tak mahu sesuatu merenggut engkau…~
“Naluriku berkata..tak ingin terulang lagi..kehilangan cinta hati bagai raga tak bernyawa~
“Aku..junjung petuamu~ cintai dia yang mencintaiku~…
Yes and indeed now Mr,G.D yang love me! *sigh*…so I have to forget you.
Friday, 14 November 2008
Da kolomee
Its friday nyt..im out wf my guy, we hav a smal argument jz nw,bt its ok by nw.. At d mmt, my guy n i were at serusop, hvg our meal..ha3.. Gilak.bina bdn bnr..we are both chuby n soon,we're gna b da vry vry chuby.ha3... Wateva..cit,my food hasn't arv yet..nda plgku lapar bnr..tp..ha3.since ngordr,mau jua dmakan.alasan..haha..ada dh.ciao,update later
Thursday, 13 November 2008
Da IQiaNz
Everyone is asking me, when am I actually gonna finish my involvement in the GL System Project and move to IQ team?
HaHa.. You tell me. Well, actually at the moment, I’m quite free from the GL System Project already. It was already being transitioned to the Operations Team since 1st Nov. Ever since 1st Nov, I’ve been working on the CMMI in the IQ team already. Remember my nagging and complaining of the standards thing. HaHa.
WC was actually asking the HR, when will be the Offer Letter given to me? I don’t mind whichever date it is. What I need for the GL System Project is only half day of Friday, every week to KX all the knowledge to the Operation team (1st level support). Other than that I am free. In fact, I can be called the IQ’ians already.
Anyway, I am suppose to be in IQ team and at the same time lead the Engineering Process Action Team (E-PAT). The process area that we are looking at is the Requirement Management. Sounds fun? Haha… Maybe.
Great! I have the GL System Project KX tomorrow and I did not prepare anything yet. Gilak!
Right now I’m missing my guy (Uwaaaaaaaa!)
It is 5.30pm and I’m still in the meeting room. Haha.. I dun care..i gonna packed anyway.. bah ciao…continue later~…
HaHa.. You tell me. Well, actually at the moment, I’m quite free from the GL System Project already. It was already being transitioned to the Operations Team since 1st Nov. Ever since 1st Nov, I’ve been working on the CMMI in the IQ team already. Remember my nagging and complaining of the standards thing. HaHa.
WC was actually asking the HR, when will be the Offer Letter given to me? I don’t mind whichever date it is. What I need for the GL System Project is only half day of Friday, every week to KX all the knowledge to the Operation team (1st level support). Other than that I am free. In fact, I can be called the IQ’ians already.
Anyway, I am suppose to be in IQ team and at the same time lead the Engineering Process Action Team (E-PAT). The process area that we are looking at is the Requirement Management. Sounds fun? Haha… Maybe.
Great! I have the GL System Project KX tomorrow and I did not prepare anything yet. Gilak!
Right now I’m missing my guy (Uwaaaaaaaa!)
It is 5.30pm and I’m still in the meeting room. Haha.. I dun care..i gonna packed anyway.. bah ciao…continue later~…
Sunday, 9 November 2008
today is sunday
In case ada yg lupa..today is sunday, yeahaa..n tomorrow wil b monday..arghh..ha3..
My mrng startd wf membersihkan kereta, then at ard 9am,i went out,jalan wf my guy...we went to yayasan n also hv our early lunch..then jalan2 fr awhle..sal both of us nyd 2 attend an invitatn at 2pm.so at 12.15,we went hme.. Wen i arrvd my sistr has mke her move,so its eithr i cme later thn her o dun cme at all.i decide i juz stayd hme.
So here i am,bloggng..cit i fyl so dymn bored.. ~hai anak mamiku sayang,snyuman mu ku tertawan..esuk hri nk msuk meminang...~ :p
My mrng startd wf membersihkan kereta, then at ard 9am,i went out,jalan wf my guy...we went to yayasan n also hv our early lunch..then jalan2 fr awhle..sal both of us nyd 2 attend an invitatn at 2pm.so at 12.15,we went hme.. Wen i arrvd my sistr has mke her move,so its eithr i cme later thn her o dun cme at all.i decide i juz stayd hme.
So here i am,bloggng..cit i fyl so dymn bored.. ~hai anak mamiku sayang,snyuman mu ku tertawan..esuk hri nk msuk meminang...~ :p
Saturday, 8 November 2008
CreaM CracKerZ...of Ma LiFe
Like usual…I’m having my lunch break in the office. One improvement though, I’m eating something now. Actually at the moment I’m eating cream crackers. Not so cool huh? I know. Haha… But somehow it tastes nice plang. Macam non-stop bah ku munching the cream crackers dari tadi. Last-last muka ku pun cam cream crackerz. HaHa.. Nda cute tu eyh..pipih… :p mun cam teddybear..baru cute..huggable ;)
Oh btw, it Saturday again and I am not sure why today, walaupun Saturday, there is still a lot of people in the office. Thus, it's berabisly borrriNgs.... and at the moment, i can't really thing. IQ work is not so fun after all..kwang kwang kwang!!!... The need to read and understand all this standard and procedures KILLS ME! Well, what can I say, i've accepted this. HaHa.. Wish me luck! Anyhow, today is the 8th November.. Hehe..i owez like the number since i know how to count :x lol. I love 8th February ;) Haha.. and now... i gonna love 8th October and the 8th of every month. :p Coz with it come all da sweet memories...Haha..apakan bicara ku sebenarnya?.."I the have the no idea what the hell am i the talking about!!" Yea yea...read that statement...and you will spoiled your English language for the rest of your life. I the very am so the not the happy is today.. i the not saying that the very i am sad, but i the very hate when i message sent to the person, whoever it is, either the person is nobody, somebody or anybody, and the message is not the person the reply is to me, i the really hate that. and today, i why do know reason, people that i give to msg, late reply to me..or no reply at all... <-- hahah.. sapa cakap buat broken english sanang? gila jua pyh ja..sama mcm kan pakai correct english.... last2kai english kapal terbang ja
I've eaten 8 pieces of cream crackerz and i feel full..gilak!!!!!....Haha.. Oops..just realise it's 8... kwang kwang
Don't anybody around here misses me? Haha..asi2 aku ah... it is like baru 1.03pm... thus, got another 4hrs to go..? chech!!!! Kill me! Kill me! Let me die now!!!... HeHe.... Anybody got any better job? like calculating money2? Napa tah ku reject their offer to go to Finance Unit ah..chech!! Well... da Finance Unit is too small ...and... there is the HR's there... da unit dat i dun envy the most!!.. HaHa....
Oh btw, it Saturday again and I am not sure why today, walaupun Saturday, there is still a lot of people in the office. Thus, it's berabisly borrriNgs.... and at the moment, i can't really thing. IQ work is not so fun after all..kwang kwang kwang!!!... The need to read and understand all this standard and procedures KILLS ME! Well, what can I say, i've accepted this. HaHa.. Wish me luck! Anyhow, today is the 8th November.. Hehe..i owez like the number since i know how to count :x lol. I love 8th February ;) Haha.. and now... i gonna love 8th October and the 8th of every month. :p Coz with it come all da sweet memories...Haha..apakan bicara ku sebenarnya?.."I the have the no idea what the hell am i the talking about!!" Yea yea...read that statement...and you will spoiled your English language for the rest of your life. I the very am so the not the happy is today.. i the not saying that the very i am sad, but i the very hate when i message sent to the person, whoever it is, either the person is nobody, somebody or anybody, and the message is not the person the reply is to me, i the really hate that. and today, i why do know reason, people that i give to msg, late reply to me..or no reply at all... <-- hahah.. sapa cakap buat broken english sanang? gila jua pyh ja..sama mcm kan pakai correct english.... last2kai english kapal terbang ja
I've eaten 8 pieces of cream crackerz and i feel full..gilak!!!!!....Haha.. Oops..just realise it's 8... kwang kwang
Don't anybody around here misses me? Haha..asi2 aku ah... it is like baru 1.03pm... thus, got another 4hrs to go..? chech!!!! Kill me! Kill me! Let me die now!!!... HeHe.... Anybody got any better job? like calculating money2? Napa tah ku reject their offer to go to Finance Unit ah..chech!! Well... da Finance Unit is too small ...and... there is the HR's there... da unit dat i dun envy the most!!.. HaHa....
Friday, 7 November 2008
Saja Je... Kan NyaMaKz
I am so damn tired doing all the research. Got headache, backache…every part is aching. Die die die! Last night was quite a “stressful night”. I went out with my guy and guess what? We had a fight! Well, it was my mistake for being too sensitive but cana jua, I’ve told him almost everything but yet when I do not want to answer few of his question, faham2 la.. Well, both of us say sorry for each others’ attitude. I cooled off and forget about it. But when I was talking to him, he was dreaming away… thinking of something.. knock knock! And seriously I hate that… When I asked, “napa tia g ne?”, he answered.. “just thinking, napa abg selalu asking the wrong questions”… and before he could finished his sentence, I erupted again. ‘Astaga..fikir abis dah..’ and da argument start again.. Haha.. I am someone who you don’t want to argue with. Trust me people!! Well, last last..sangal dah….i just went silent… But at the same time I am a bit worried …. Sakitnya datang again… and this part tah yang buat ku nda smpai ati marah2 …Well…anyway, at the end… kami damai anyway..ehehe.. :p Miss Ya ..
Bah bah..back to work ;)
Bah bah..back to work ;)
Wednesday, 5 November 2008
Right Here Waiting
Before i end myself,let me wrote this song...im not sure this is for Mr.K or MrG.D... Coz it does mean sumthing for my Mr.K...this is how i felt about u.... *sigh*... But this song was actually dedicated to me by Mr.G.D
Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go Whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here, waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last, some how
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go Whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here, waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end, if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
.....................................................am i still waiting? but..im da one who let you go...? *sighh***.. da stupid me.
Oceans apart, day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
If I see you next to never
How can we say forever
Wherever you go Whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here, waiting for you
I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last, some how
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy
Wherever you go Whatever you do
I will be right here, waiting for you
Whatever it takes Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here, waiting for you
I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end, if I'm with you
I'll take the chance
.....................................................am i still waiting? but..im da one who let you go...? *sighh***.. da stupid me.
Another painful yet happy day
Why with the topic? Hahahah..i myself am not sure either. Anyway, today i took a leave from work, will let just say i didn't go to work, but with permission la..
So what i do from morning until now? Well, early in the morning i went with my dad to somewhere ;) dun ask where... we spent few hours there until aroud 12pm, i think la. Then i went home and had my lunch. Haha.. thank god now i got back my appetite and now i eat semula..haaha... and at least i enjoy dis meal without pain.. and arggh..sasakku...i can't find any painkillers at the place me and my dad went tadi... dymn...hope da pain will not be that bad lagi .... and guess what? my cough worsen..every single day..ciiit banar eyh.... if im dying tell me so..? ermm...well..mcm salah jua ckp ku tu... well let just say... am i dying? haha..not yet la..gila..ndakan ani pun kan die kan? tp..mana la tau...anyway.. back to my todays story...
so i went home and had my lunch wif my mum and auntie. Then my mum need to send my auntie back to KB..as for me, i have some "matters" to do... so at around 2pm..i went off and jalan. Finish all my errands at around 3.15pm, and now i'm in my one and only internet cafe, hehehe..tada............Paradise.. i always mistakenly called it surfer paradise ..masih rindu australia bah..cana jua.. gila..im missing aussie so much... planning to go there next year..tp mcm...ntah ah..too much planning dah...i dun even noe..wic one will actually happen?... wats the plan?
1. kan ke thailand <-- but then sal durang cakap at the moment... a bit kacau, so nda leh kesana... la la la.. i tot it is ok? ukan tani kacau durang ryt?
2. go cruising...<---meaning naik dat big boat... well..i never actually seen da real pics..but frm wat i heard from my sis.. it is quite a luxury.... ;) and it only cost BND 299. i'm fine with it, as long as im out of brunei ;). plus...for me..when i go overseas, its purely a holiday..no shopping mopping da mall.. hahhaa...dats not me..so im definitely fine with wateva holiday type they opted for......
3. mummy is planning to go to UK, to visit my beloved bro <---- da ticketing part, dat gonna be my treat... da shopping part? hehehe... ia sndiri tah kali tu.. da next part is me.... can i join???? hahaha.. $1800*2 =3600 <--- apa bah kan dmakan sana..chec.. pas tu another 2 year....kesana g? kwang kwang.. so still reconsidering... insyallah..mummy confirm plang kesana.. coz there is a reason for it.
4. hongkong <--da reason we choose here? im not sure..well..it is not an asean country..sal..selalu we owez go to aseans country bah..hahaha..y not try yang lain kan? well..da only problem is..mummy pernah go there..so no fun eyh....hahaha..na tia adventurous.. ;)
5. China <--- as Zura said.. Y not? Hehehe..dis one..totally under consideration... ermmmm......hw a..? hw hw? well... hw about...u suggest me sumthing? yeah..u... hehe..i mean..whoeva care to read this.. ;)
am i talking (typing to much here?) ahahahah..just wanna kill my time bah..plus..since i have da time in da world anyway...
dymn ciitttt..i have meeting tomoroww...cit eyh..and i chaired it...and i dun even noe wat to say? .......kwang kwang...da help da help... haha..my boss is online at the moment..baik jua ku appear off9 ah ? :p ..ciaoooo ku...going to my next destination....
So what i do from morning until now? Well, early in the morning i went with my dad to somewhere ;) dun ask where... we spent few hours there until aroud 12pm, i think la. Then i went home and had my lunch. Haha.. thank god now i got back my appetite and now i eat semula..haaha... and at least i enjoy dis meal without pain.. and arggh..sasakku...i can't find any painkillers at the place me and my dad went tadi... dymn...hope da pain will not be that bad lagi .... and guess what? my cough worsen..every single day..ciiit banar eyh.... if im dying tell me so..? ermm...well..mcm salah jua ckp ku tu... well let just say... am i dying? haha..not yet la..gila..ndakan ani pun kan die kan? tp..mana la tau...anyway.. back to my todays story...
so i went home and had my lunch wif my mum and auntie. Then my mum need to send my auntie back to KB..as for me, i have some "matters" to do... so at around 2pm..i went off and jalan. Finish all my errands at around 3.15pm, and now i'm in my one and only internet cafe, hehehe..tada............Paradise.. i always mistakenly called it surfer paradise ..masih rindu australia bah..cana jua.. gila..im missing aussie so much... planning to go there next year..tp mcm...ntah ah..too much planning dah...i dun even noe..wic one will actually happen?... wats the plan?
1. kan ke thailand <-- but then sal durang cakap at the moment... a bit kacau, so nda leh kesana... la la la.. i tot it is ok? ukan tani kacau durang ryt?
2. go cruising...<---meaning naik dat big boat... well..i never actually seen da real pics..but frm wat i heard from my sis.. it is quite a luxury.... ;) and it only cost BND 299. i'm fine with it, as long as im out of brunei ;). plus...for me..when i go overseas, its purely a holiday..no shopping mopping da mall.. hahhaa...dats not me..so im definitely fine with wateva holiday type they opted for......
3. mummy is planning to go to UK, to visit my beloved bro <---- da ticketing part, dat gonna be my treat... da shopping part? hehehe... ia sndiri tah kali tu.. da next part is me.... can i join???? hahaha.. $1800*2 =3600 <--- apa bah kan dmakan sana..chec.. pas tu another 2 year....kesana g? kwang kwang.. so still reconsidering... insyallah..mummy confirm plang kesana.. coz there is a reason for it.
4. hongkong <--da reason we choose here? im not sure..well..it is not an asean country..sal..selalu we owez go to aseans country bah..hahaha..y not try yang lain kan? well..da only problem is..mummy pernah go there..so no fun eyh....hahaha..na tia adventurous.. ;)
5. China <--- as Zura said.. Y not? Hehehe..dis one..totally under consideration... ermmmm......hw a..? hw hw? well... hw about...u suggest me sumthing? yeah..u... hehe..i mean..whoeva care to read this.. ;)
am i talking (typing to much here?) ahahahah..just wanna kill my time bah..plus..since i have da time in da world anyway...
dymn ciitttt..i have meeting tomoroww...cit eyh..and i chaired it...and i dun even noe wat to say? .......kwang kwang...da help da help... haha..my boss is online at the moment..baik jua ku appear off9 ah ? :p ..ciaoooo ku...going to my next destination....
Monday, 3 November 2008
Yesterday and today
This pain is really killing me. Tonsils, gastric, back ache. OMG! I feel like I just want to pull out my whole “ari-ari” and stuff it in hot water…
Yesterday, my whole day sucks! The pain was unbearable. I wake up late at around 9am. While waiting for the water supply to be “deras”, I sang. Yeah! I know, my tonsil is painful and yet I still sing? HeHe..1st- to kill the time, 2nd- I really need to shout my heart out.
At around 10am, I took my shower. I feel like I want to cry from this pain. God knows how it hurts a lot. After shower, I continue to sing until 12pm. I can’t bear with it anymore, so I lay down and press the area under my tummy. It hurts. Tears fell down. No one saw it, because I was just alone. My mom, auntie, sister and cousin were inside the room.
To kill the pain, I try to sleep. I wake up occasionally. At 3pm, I woke up and have my lunch. Tho’ it hurts to actually “talan” the food, I have to, coz it been few days I didn’t eat rice, I rarely eat anything. That is why when I throw up, there’s nothing to throw. HeHe..
Actually, I am not sure what I want to say. My head jammed dah. And I feel like I wanna throw up dah ne. Bah chiaoooo lu.
Yesterday, my whole day sucks! The pain was unbearable. I wake up late at around 9am. While waiting for the water supply to be “deras”, I sang. Yeah! I know, my tonsil is painful and yet I still sing? HeHe..1st- to kill the time, 2nd- I really need to shout my heart out.
At around 10am, I took my shower. I feel like I want to cry from this pain. God knows how it hurts a lot. After shower, I continue to sing until 12pm. I can’t bear with it anymore, so I lay down and press the area under my tummy. It hurts. Tears fell down. No one saw it, because I was just alone. My mom, auntie, sister and cousin were inside the room.
To kill the pain, I try to sleep. I wake up occasionally. At 3pm, I woke up and have my lunch. Tho’ it hurts to actually “talan” the food, I have to, coz it been few days I didn’t eat rice, I rarely eat anything. That is why when I throw up, there’s nothing to throw. HeHe..
Actually, I am not sure what I want to say. My head jammed dah. And I feel like I wanna throw up dah ne. Bah chiaoooo lu.
Saturday, 1 November 2008
Brain FreeeeeeeeeeeeeeZe
Today is Saturday. I feel so cold. Not only because I’m sick, but this is what happen, if you are working on Saturday. Not much people are actually in the office on Saturday. This is because since 1st Sept, our company working hours changed from Monday-Thursday and Saturday to Monday-Friday, off: Sat and Sun. Because of this reason, you will find people working on Friday and not Saturday, however, few need to come on Saturday on shift basis as the company is an IT provider thus maintain the operation and services of its clients. This applies only to those who are in operation unit.
As for me, I’m not in the operation unit, more into project side and soon to be in IQ Unit. But why am I here on Saturday? Well, coz I dun come on Friday. Not because I’m lazy. But there is no point for me to come on Friday, when I need to come on Saturday also, to give support to the new user. Confuse?
Well, let just say, I’m one of the implementation team of the GL System that our company provide to “a client”. I involved in the application as well as change management, which include configuring and testing the system as well as training and supporting user. Thus, this user/clients working day(office hours) is Monday-Thursday, and Saturday. So, since this system is still new and user supports ratio is high, I need to stayback during their office hours, those, I opted to come on Saturday rather than Friday. Once this project is close off and transition to our operation side, then my working day will change to: Monday-Friday. Explanation done :P
Anyway, yatah waktu ne sajuk berabis. I’m doing my research for my next roles, the PAT Leads, dun ask me what is that otherwise I need to explain another page of what the heck is that. Heheh.. anyway just doing my research the whole day, reading, analyzing, trying to understand all the kinda stuff that I need to present to my PAT members. Giler~ PAT members ku g orang yang lebih experience dari aku..ahaKzz..matai ne.!!! Anyway, the whole day doing dat..mbuat my brain freeze…I can’t think anymore. It’s 4.30pm anyway. So lets just blog. Hehe..My back lagi ache..eyh mati eyh..so dymn in pain,,.,hw can I survive this…
Can somebody hug me plz? Hehe…
Nadhirah~ help kaka wina plz~…massage me..haha..just kidding… only my bro know hw to massage me. Ooo…my cuzzy requested me to teach ‘em Maths, kwang kwang kwang..let see if I could remember all the lesson taught.
I should take a break ryt? Hehe..
As for me, I’m not in the operation unit, more into project side and soon to be in IQ Unit. But why am I here on Saturday? Well, coz I dun come on Friday. Not because I’m lazy. But there is no point for me to come on Friday, when I need to come on Saturday also, to give support to the new user. Confuse?
Well, let just say, I’m one of the implementation team of the GL System that our company provide to “a client”. I involved in the application as well as change management, which include configuring and testing the system as well as training and supporting user. Thus, this user/clients working day(office hours) is Monday-Thursday, and Saturday. So, since this system is still new and user supports ratio is high, I need to stayback during their office hours, those, I opted to come on Saturday rather than Friday. Once this project is close off and transition to our operation side, then my working day will change to: Monday-Friday. Explanation done :P
Anyway, yatah waktu ne sajuk berabis. I’m doing my research for my next roles, the PAT Leads, dun ask me what is that otherwise I need to explain another page of what the heck is that. Heheh.. anyway just doing my research the whole day, reading, analyzing, trying to understand all the kinda stuff that I need to present to my PAT members. Giler~ PAT members ku g orang yang lebih experience dari aku..ahaKzz..matai ne.!!! Anyway, the whole day doing dat..mbuat my brain freeze…I can’t think anymore. It’s 4.30pm anyway. So lets just blog. Hehe..My back lagi ache..eyh mati eyh..so dymn in pain,,.,hw can I survive this…
Can somebody hug me plz? Hehe…
Nadhirah~ help kaka wina plz~…massage me..haha..just kidding… only my bro know hw to massage me. Ooo…my cuzzy requested me to teach ‘em Maths, kwang kwang kwang..let see if I could remember all the lesson taught.
I should take a break ryt? Hehe..
I hate the week...~
It’s the 1st Nov 2008. Pheww! Should I be happy? Or sad?
Btw, just recovering from my “sickness”…was on medical leave on the 27th and 28th of the month. Now, not fully recovered but getting better than before.
It started on Saturday, 25th Oct 2008. My beloved colleague, Kathy, was having an open house on the Saturday night to celebrate Hari Raya. Before I went to her house, I went out for awhile with my guy. HaHa.. Yeah yeah..i’ve been seeing someone at the moment :p Mr.G.D.
Anyway, back to my story…I was already sick on the Saturday afternoon. I even went home early. I thought it just a slight headache. I went out with my guy and we went to gadong. At around 10pm, I have to go, as I need to go to Kathy’s house. Once I arrived, they were dancing and poco-poco’ing..hehe.. was nice, but at that time, I’m so dymn weak already. I can feel dat my cheek is so hot. I guess my temperature was quite high at that night. However, I’ve try my best to be strong, coz I owed Kathy a nite :P mcm lain bunyinya..haha..i mean..da fun…so, we talked, chit chatting with others, Mahadi, Hal, Alai. Alai keep teasing me on the “guys voice” dat she heard over the phone.HaHa…
Then, just to kill da sickness dat I know I was having at that time, I sing a song. Alai even tease me on the song I was singing. Astaga. :P I went home at 12.30am, coz mum was so angry already, so was the guy.
At home, the pain was unbearable udah, I drank adamsari and rub some ointment on my back. I switch off da fan n da airconditioner and sleep under 2blankets, dymn I was so feeling sick. I wake up around 2am… “muntah”…Shhooot.
On Sunday morning, I need to wake up early coz I have some business deal to do and I promise the person already. So I wake up, bit weak but feeling much better than last nyt. I went off with the person. The biz deal was finished at around 4pm. We went to eat, which I can’t even finish half of the plate. Somehow, after sending the person off, my head start spinning again, “ayung” and suddenly I feel weak. Now I reconsider to go to clinic and get some medication, I dun care about panadols, antibiotics. What I need is pain killers (ponstone)…arghh..pls kill dis pain for me. When I cough, my whole head felt like it wanna explode, I even have to hold the top of my head everytime I cough, to avoid the pain. I really can bear with it anymore.
I asked my guy to pick me up and dangankan me to find clinic. We went from Bandar, to gadong to serusop, none was open. I feel lyk crying. My head ache, my cough worsen it, my throat sore, my temperature, quite high as I feel it, my back hurts, so as my “ari-ari”.. nothing is ryt for me at that moment. After been searching for a while and couldn’t find an open clinic, my guy sent me back. That nite wat I can do is onlyh to control the pain, and I can only do that by drinking adamsari and use the ointment.
On the Monday morning, I woke up early and went to shower. After greetings my mum, I went off to find the nearby clinic- Borneo Clinic. There were people in queue already. Mine was the 9th. I waited with pains on my whole body. Then it was my turn. I met with the doctor whom did my medical check up 3mths ago. She asked wat happen and I explained. But I said to her, my body temperature is ok now, not as hot as on Saturday. She went to check it and said that my body temperature is still hot 39degrees and my tonsil benanah. So I was prescribed with voltran(for muscle pain), paracetamol to lower my body temp and antibiotics. So here I am, standing…. The pain is not gone yet. But feel much better except for the pain on my shoulder. Ciiiit banaar eyh!
So that’s my story when I’m gone ;) Now I’m back.
Btw, just recovering from my “sickness”…was on medical leave on the 27th and 28th of the month. Now, not fully recovered but getting better than before.
It started on Saturday, 25th Oct 2008. My beloved colleague, Kathy, was having an open house on the Saturday night to celebrate Hari Raya. Before I went to her house, I went out for awhile with my guy. HaHa.. Yeah yeah..i’ve been seeing someone at the moment :p Mr.G.D.
Anyway, back to my story…I was already sick on the Saturday afternoon. I even went home early. I thought it just a slight headache. I went out with my guy and we went to gadong. At around 10pm, I have to go, as I need to go to Kathy’s house. Once I arrived, they were dancing and poco-poco’ing..hehe.. was nice, but at that time, I’m so dymn weak already. I can feel dat my cheek is so hot. I guess my temperature was quite high at that night. However, I’ve try my best to be strong, coz I owed Kathy a nite :P mcm lain bunyinya..haha..i mean..da fun…so, we talked, chit chatting with others, Mahadi, Hal, Alai. Alai keep teasing me on the “guys voice” dat she heard over the phone.HaHa…
Then, just to kill da sickness dat I know I was having at that time, I sing a song. Alai even tease me on the song I was singing. Astaga. :P I went home at 12.30am, coz mum was so angry already, so was the guy.
At home, the pain was unbearable udah, I drank adamsari and rub some ointment on my back. I switch off da fan n da airconditioner and sleep under 2blankets, dymn I was so feeling sick. I wake up around 2am… “muntah”…Shhooot.
On Sunday morning, I need to wake up early coz I have some business deal to do and I promise the person already. So I wake up, bit weak but feeling much better than last nyt. I went off with the person. The biz deal was finished at around 4pm. We went to eat, which I can’t even finish half of the plate. Somehow, after sending the person off, my head start spinning again, “ayung” and suddenly I feel weak. Now I reconsider to go to clinic and get some medication, I dun care about panadols, antibiotics. What I need is pain killers (ponstone)…arghh..pls kill dis pain for me. When I cough, my whole head felt like it wanna explode, I even have to hold the top of my head everytime I cough, to avoid the pain. I really can bear with it anymore.
I asked my guy to pick me up and dangankan me to find clinic. We went from Bandar, to gadong to serusop, none was open. I feel lyk crying. My head ache, my cough worsen it, my throat sore, my temperature, quite high as I feel it, my back hurts, so as my “ari-ari”.. nothing is ryt for me at that moment. After been searching for a while and couldn’t find an open clinic, my guy sent me back. That nite wat I can do is onlyh to control the pain, and I can only do that by drinking adamsari and use the ointment.
On the Monday morning, I woke up early and went to shower. After greetings my mum, I went off to find the nearby clinic- Borneo Clinic. There were people in queue already. Mine was the 9th. I waited with pains on my whole body. Then it was my turn. I met with the doctor whom did my medical check up 3mths ago. She asked wat happen and I explained. But I said to her, my body temperature is ok now, not as hot as on Saturday. She went to check it and said that my body temperature is still hot 39degrees and my tonsil benanah. So I was prescribed with voltran(for muscle pain), paracetamol to lower my body temp and antibiotics. So here I am, standing…. The pain is not gone yet. But feel much better except for the pain on my shoulder. Ciiiit banaar eyh!
So that’s my story when I’m gone ;) Now I’m back.
Friday, 24 October 2008
Achievements...as at October 2008
It’s 24th October, no kidding. In less than 10weeks, we will be in the year 2009. My achievements for the year are:
(1) Development and roll-out of customer survey online to all ministries and government agency
(2) Roll-out of Incident Management Processes for CSU
(3) Team members for the implementation of GL System
(4) Given 7 Training for new System for Clients
(5) Attended CMMI Training
(6) Be part of CMMI implementation team
(7) Team lead for PAT
(8) Successfully implement and change SD to CSU with all the CSU Tree structure and all the define JDs for each agent
Well that is more into my working life achievements. When it comes to my personal life…I don’t know. :p
Ermm …could I say buying the new Camry 2.0 (with the Bluetooth) an achievement? HeHe.. :p my social life sux…
Feel bored at the moment, as usual it is lunch break and here I am, the anti-social gurl who only stay in the office. HaHa…
Zaimmmmm…………………Ka Wina kan ikut ke England Boring sini ne!..
(1) Development and roll-out of customer survey online to all ministries and government agency
(2) Roll-out of Incident Management Processes for CSU
(3) Team members for the implementation of GL System
(4) Given 7 Training for new System for Clients
(5) Attended CMMI Training
(6) Be part of CMMI implementation team
(7) Team lead for PAT
(8) Successfully implement and change SD to CSU with all the CSU Tree structure and all the define JDs for each agent
Well that is more into my working life achievements. When it comes to my personal life…I don’t know. :p
Ermm …could I say buying the new Camry 2.0 (with the Bluetooth) an achievement? HeHe.. :p my social life sux…
Feel bored at the moment, as usual it is lunch break and here I am, the anti-social gurl who only stay in the office. HaHa…
Zaimmmmm…………………Ka Wina kan ikut ke England Boring sini ne!..
Thursday, 23 October 2008
C'est La Vie - Zest of Life
Actually at the moment, I’m seeing someone. He’s cute, not handsome :P but religious enough to guide me and my family.
I don’t know why I like him, when I can choose another two guy that are more qualified to the criteria that I’ve been looking for. One thing tho’, he is being honest with everything (at the moment, that is what I could say). In addition, I don’t know why, apart from Mr.K(I know I owe the story about Mr.K), (back to my story)he is the other guy who I can share everything with, my past, my dream, my future and etc. The fact that he could accept me as me, without questioning my past adds up his value to me.
Let’s call this new guy Mr.G.D. He’s chubby=huggable … (like owez, that my taste ryt? Haha.. I think that’s why I can’t choose the other two guy, coz they are not. HeHe). I am happy when I am with him and so do him. We miss each other very much. When come to think about it, I think I’m crazy, or, WE ARE CRAZY. Tho’ in quite a short period, we knew each other quite well, we know each others attitude, traits, what we love and what we hate. HaHa… But again, it took me a year of relation, to get to know this, when I was with Mr.K, but him…? Am I actually on the right track? Or did I just lose my mind?
Sometime the question occurs in his mind, why do I choose him? Well, if I got the answer, I wouldn’t ask that to myself jua, bleh? I guess, like wise man said, love need no reason, no excuse, no flowery words. It’s just come. You just know it, when it is there. It’s like da happiness, sometime you don’t know what makes you feel happy, but you know in your heart that you are happy, ryt? Hehe……..
My next question will be, should I continue with the relation? Or just ignore it, coz it is too good to be true? And the fact, I know….i’m the type of person, who are not confident with my own heart and easily get bored. HaHa… Aduhss…
I don’t know why I like him, when I can choose another two guy that are more qualified to the criteria that I’ve been looking for. One thing tho’, he is being honest with everything (at the moment, that is what I could say). In addition, I don’t know why, apart from Mr.K(I know I owe the story about Mr.K), (back to my story)he is the other guy who I can share everything with, my past, my dream, my future and etc. The fact that he could accept me as me, without questioning my past adds up his value to me.
Let’s call this new guy Mr.G.D. He’s chubby=huggable … (like owez, that my taste ryt? Haha.. I think that’s why I can’t choose the other two guy, coz they are not. HeHe). I am happy when I am with him and so do him. We miss each other very much. When come to think about it, I think I’m crazy, or, WE ARE CRAZY. Tho’ in quite a short period, we knew each other quite well, we know each others attitude, traits, what we love and what we hate. HaHa… But again, it took me a year of relation, to get to know this, when I was with Mr.K, but him…? Am I actually on the right track? Or did I just lose my mind?
Sometime the question occurs in his mind, why do I choose him? Well, if I got the answer, I wouldn’t ask that to myself jua, bleh? I guess, like wise man said, love need no reason, no excuse, no flowery words. It’s just come. You just know it, when it is there. It’s like da happiness, sometime you don’t know what makes you feel happy, but you know in your heart that you are happy, ryt? Hehe……..
My next question will be, should I continue with the relation? Or just ignore it, coz it is too good to be true? And the fact, I know….i’m the type of person, who are not confident with my own heart and easily get bored. HaHa… Aduhss…
For my beloved bro
Last two days, I’ve chatted with my bro in msn. He is currently in UK, furthering his study. The first thing that he said to me is, “call me..” HaHa… So I did call him and we talk for few minutes (mahal kaliah..buleh!) HaHa..
After we finished up with our phone conversation, he msn me again. He said, “rupanya ka wina ada blog..baru tah ku tau”…
Yes I do lah..lai… its quite awhile I didn’t maintain it, but for the past few weeks, active lagi balik memblog. Maybe because of the pressure, or the need to say something, and there is no one to reach or talk to personally. Or to be right, no one we dare to talk to, so…ka wina buat arah blog saja. People can read it, or don’t…as long as I can write what’s in my heart. Lets just call it our shout out page. That’s what I do.
Does that answer your question my kungfu panda? :P
Be back with more letters ;)
After we finished up with our phone conversation, he msn me again. He said, “rupanya ka wina ada blog..baru tah ku tau”…
Yes I do lah..lai… its quite awhile I didn’t maintain it, but for the past few weeks, active lagi balik memblog. Maybe because of the pressure, or the need to say something, and there is no one to reach or talk to personally. Or to be right, no one we dare to talk to, so…ka wina buat arah blog saja. People can read it, or don’t…as long as I can write what’s in my heart. Lets just call it our shout out page. That’s what I do.
Does that answer your question my kungfu panda? :P
Be back with more letters ;)
Hy Nadhirah JuVoz
I’m back! HaHa. But still with not much of a story
But before that let me say something,
Good luck and selamat maju jaya to my cuzzy, Nadhirah. The girl who owez make all the noise for your day. we miss you here
But before that let me say something,
Good luck and selamat maju jaya to my cuzzy, Nadhirah. The girl who owez make all the noise for your day. we miss you here
Saturday, 11 October 2008
Information Security Management System
People in the company keep asking me, what is this all about? Well, isn’t it self-explanatory by the topic itself?
Simple English: To have a system to manage the security of your information.
Why this might be applicable to our company? Our Company is an IT Consultant – that provide solution and support to its client. These clients will have their information within the system of which they wanted us to develop. So it is our responsibility to ensure their information, financially or personally from being access by unauthorized party or agency, whether for personal use, business advantage or profit.
ISMS itself is a compliance and this compliance then can be measured by the standard IS027001. Prior to the security audit and stuff, the company should implement the ISMS in the organization and complied with it.
When talking about Security, what comes in peoples’ mind will be the technical part, password, account number and all those which seems to have high impact should we lose it. People tend to ignore the other part of security which lies beneath. As a matter of fact, security is more than just a bunch of key password and all sorts. It is securing our information assets from unauthorized access. There are 3 elements that factored and consider in ISMS implementation, that are: Confidentiality, Integrity and Availability.
Confidentiality itself is self-explanatory. Of course everyone would expect that all their personal data and financial data should be kept secured. But what is integrity and availability have to do with security?
As a matter of fact, security will apply in the sense that, the company should ensure that the system will be available as promise to clients and its integrity should be maintained and not jeopardize. Just take for example, if the system in the stock market went down. What will happen?? Chaos!! Its not because of the confidentiality of the stock market, but because of the importance of its availability to the market and public. Businesses might lose billions of dollars if the system is down. What do you think?
Well, that is just brief explanation of ISMS..will cover the topic when I have mood.
Ooo..btw Dirah, you might ask, where am I? in da office… I’m trying to finish my presentation slide for the knowledge sharing to Customer Service Unit regarding the new implemented and roll-out General Ledger System, and I’m dymn bored!!! Sick!! Keep sneezing and coughing and it turn off my mood to even think about the presentation. So I take the break, to type this topic. :P And in case you read this blog before 5pm, tell babu that I’ll be a bit late today ;) say 8pm? HaHa…
Simple English: To have a system to manage the security of your information.
Why this might be applicable to our company? Our Company is an IT Consultant – that provide solution and support to its client. These clients will have their information within the system of which they wanted us to develop. So it is our responsibility to ensure their information, financially or personally from being access by unauthorized party or agency, whether for personal use, business advantage or profit.
ISMS itself is a compliance and this compliance then can be measured by the standard IS027001. Prior to the security audit and stuff, the company should implement the ISMS in the organization and complied with it.
When talking about Security, what comes in peoples’ mind will be the technical part, password, account number and all those which seems to have high impact should we lose it. People tend to ignore the other part of security which lies beneath. As a matter of fact, security is more than just a bunch of key password and all sorts. It is securing our information assets from unauthorized access. There are 3 elements that factored and consider in ISMS implementation, that are: Confidentiality, Integrity and Availability.
Confidentiality itself is self-explanatory. Of course everyone would expect that all their personal data and financial data should be kept secured. But what is integrity and availability have to do with security?
As a matter of fact, security will apply in the sense that, the company should ensure that the system will be available as promise to clients and its integrity should be maintained and not jeopardize. Just take for example, if the system in the stock market went down. What will happen?? Chaos!! Its not because of the confidentiality of the stock market, but because of the importance of its availability to the market and public. Businesses might lose billions of dollars if the system is down. What do you think?
Well, that is just brief explanation of ISMS..will cover the topic when I have mood.
Ooo..btw Dirah, you might ask, where am I? in da office… I’m trying to finish my presentation slide for the knowledge sharing to Customer Service Unit regarding the new implemented and roll-out General Ledger System, and I’m dymn bored!!! Sick!! Keep sneezing and coughing and it turn off my mood to even think about the presentation. So I take the break, to type this topic. :P And in case you read this blog before 5pm, tell babu that I’ll be a bit late today ;) say 8pm? HaHa…
Hanya Kau Yang Mampu (Aizat)
I’ve heard of this song before, but don’t really listen to its lyrics. Not until one day a guy told me to listen to it and find something behind the song
.…….Ku cuba redakan relung hati, Bayangamu yg berlalu pergi, Terlukis di dalam kenangan, Bebas bermain di hatiku
.…….Cerita tentang masa lalu, Cerita tentang kau dan aku, Kini tinggal hanya kenangan, Kau abadi di dalam hatiku
.…….Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi, Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati, Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir, Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
.……Aku cinta oooohhhhhh…. Aku cinta ooooooo….. Aku cinta oooohhhhhh…. Aku cinta ooooooo…..
The song is kinda long, but its kinda repeating the same lyric, so I just the few lines of the song! Well, to comment on this song? Its not that bad, it do catch my attention the 1st time I listen to the music but its not “seducing” enough to make me search for the song
Anyway, so Siapa yang mampu taklukkan hatimu, Oreo? :p HaHa…. Quitter!!
.…….Ku cuba redakan relung hati, Bayangamu yg berlalu pergi, Terlukis di dalam kenangan, Bebas bermain di hatiku
.…….Cerita tentang masa lalu, Cerita tentang kau dan aku, Kini tinggal hanya kenangan, Kau abadi di dalam hatiku
.…….Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi, Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati, Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir, Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
.……Aku cinta oooohhhhhh…. Aku cinta ooooooo….. Aku cinta oooohhhhhh…. Aku cinta ooooooo…..
The song is kinda long, but its kinda repeating the same lyric, so I just the few lines of the song! Well, to comment on this song? Its not that bad, it do catch my attention the 1st time I listen to the music but its not “seducing” enough to make me search for the song
Anyway, so Siapa yang mampu taklukkan hatimu, Oreo? :p HaHa…. Quitter!!
For Nadhirah
Well, I know my last blog was on the topic why am I still single? And I’m suppose to actually continue on the story about Mr.K. Well, lets hold that story first.
Today, I just wanna talk crap.. Yeah Crap! Just kidding, not really crap lah..But just my activity for the past few days, which I can’t remember :p Let me recall lah.
Well, on the 7th, my bro went off to further his study. Which I have mentioned already. Hehe..Actually I’m trying to find moments in which my cuzzin name Nadhirah is involve. Coz she want me to include her in ;) HaHa.. Hy Nadhirah. I know you will read this.
Maybe instead of finding that moment, I should just tell few things about this cousin of mine. So here it goes, Nadhirah….
At home we call her Dirah. She is an eighteen year’s old beautiful girl with Arabians look. HeHe.. That is what we could say. When we go out together, people will thought that we are siblings coz they think that the resemblance is there. I am not sure if that is true, I mean..Dirah is beautiful girl and I’m just the chubby and fierce gurl people will ever know. HaHa.. Isn’t it Dirah?
Well, what connect me closer to her compare to my other cousin is that, we are both “gila-gilahan otherwise known as crazy” , we are “kasar” rough mcm boys and we are loud. :p and another one..i like to squeeze her. Haha…Jan marah Dirah sayang. She’s not the type who like to have make up on like other teenagers, I believed if she do and take good care of herself more, she will be even beautiful, sweet and lovely.
Dirah also always like to eat what I eat. HaHa..Ndaku tau mengapa kah ya anak ne. :p Everytime I cook something, she would say, “ Aiii..nyaman tu… Mun Ka Wina masak confirm nyaman “. Sucker~~~ Haha. Got this one day, she wanted to eat rice porridge and so do I. So I make porridge for ourselves. Before that she said, “Lama bah masak bubur ne.” …Kwang kwang..who said so? It wont take more than 15 mins lai. And thus, she watched me. After that day, everytime we are craving for “bubur”, she will cook it for us. Haha… And confirm always nyaman. Liat sapa gurunya kaliah.. Haha.. Bah Dirah, kaka craving for bubur ne..baik buatkan kng malam ;) Hehe.. k lah..my lunch break is over. Be back with other stories
Today, I just wanna talk crap.. Yeah Crap! Just kidding, not really crap lah..But just my activity for the past few days, which I can’t remember :p Let me recall lah.
Well, on the 7th, my bro went off to further his study. Which I have mentioned already. Hehe..Actually I’m trying to find moments in which my cuzzin name Nadhirah is involve. Coz she want me to include her in ;) HaHa.. Hy Nadhirah. I know you will read this.
Maybe instead of finding that moment, I should just tell few things about this cousin of mine. So here it goes, Nadhirah….
At home we call her Dirah. She is an eighteen year’s old beautiful girl with Arabians look. HeHe.. That is what we could say. When we go out together, people will thought that we are siblings coz they think that the resemblance is there. I am not sure if that is true, I mean..Dirah is beautiful girl and I’m just the chubby and fierce gurl people will ever know. HaHa.. Isn’t it Dirah?
Well, what connect me closer to her compare to my other cousin is that, we are both “gila-gilahan otherwise known as crazy” , we are “kasar” rough mcm boys and we are loud. :p and another one..i like to squeeze her. Haha…Jan marah Dirah sayang. She’s not the type who like to have make up on like other teenagers, I believed if she do and take good care of herself more, she will be even beautiful, sweet and lovely.
Dirah also always like to eat what I eat. HaHa..Ndaku tau mengapa kah ya anak ne. :p Everytime I cook something, she would say, “ Aiii..nyaman tu… Mun Ka Wina masak confirm nyaman “. Sucker~~~ Haha. Got this one day, she wanted to eat rice porridge and so do I. So I make porridge for ourselves. Before that she said, “Lama bah masak bubur ne.” …Kwang kwang..who said so? It wont take more than 15 mins lai. And thus, she watched me. After that day, everytime we are craving for “bubur”, she will cook it for us. Haha… And confirm always nyaman. Liat sapa gurunya kaliah.. Haha.. Bah Dirah, kaka craving for bubur ne..baik buatkan kng malam ;) Hehe.. k lah..my lunch break is over. Be back with other stories
Wednesday, 8 October 2008
Why are you still single?
Why you are still single?
People always asked this question to their single friend. They might even ask this question to themselves, if he/she is single. So why are you single? Usually, I’ve been asked this question over and over, and the answer to that is because “I am fat, fat is equal to bida, so no want interested me, so just face the single life”. And as usual, the response was predictable. I will usually get the, “Ndakan pasal fat, there is a lot of fat people in Brunei, in the world and yet they got bf, lots are married, and now living happily with their husband.” And with that response they gave me, I will just smile and say, “banar plang”.
Then, this is the part where they gonna accused me. “You ne pemilih kali wah”. HaHa. =) Now this is where the arguments start. I might agree to the extent that I am choosy, but not terms of look la, more into life security. I mean if I want, I can easily select a guy from the few that proposed, to be my boyfriend. But am I desperate enough to have a bf? No. I mean, I don’t want to have one just because my friend or cuzzin have a partner.
I always tell my single friends, don’t be too choosy but you have to choose. This means that you need list out all the criteria that you want in a guy/girl, but later prioritized it. These criteria should be prioritized by: Criteria Need to Have, Criteria Nice to Have.
Let’s assume below are the usual criteria that we search in a partner:
Stable income, Good looking, Religious, Educated, Funny, Honest and Mature
There you got the list. So from the list, which is the most important to you? Good looking? Or Educated? Why you need to consider this because you can’t get all the criteria in a single person. No one is perfect. Even if there is any, only 0.01% exists. Taking all the criteria when you make selection means you are choosy, as you narrow down and limits your option. So, you won’t get even a person to be a partner. HaHa. This is what I call choosy. As for me, I’m not a choosy person, I’m just choosing the best for me.
In simple words, I don’t want all those criteria in a person. To me, if I were to listed out priorities in terms of criteria of my partner, below are the arrangement:
(1) Honesty – I mean, hellew, honesty is important. What for you get a good looking guy or rich one but they cheated one you?
(2) Stable income – no need to be rich
(3) Mature -
(4) Educated/Religious – teach you life and guiding you
(5) Funny – to cheer you up
(6) Good looking – nice to have, not a must, yang penting sedap mata memandang.
There you go, I’m not choosy but choosing for da best dat I could have. So why am I still single? Coz its not easy to find a person with stable income/mature abis2..if I ever encounter, married person, which I dun think I can have. Haha.. I say so? I mean you will say byk jua orang muda2 with stable income. Yeah its true, but…most of them is not mature enough in terms of thinking, they dun take life seriously yet, and this turn off my mood. Occasionally I do encounter few who are at my age (or late 20’s), who are mature, but again…milik orang :P so, here I am, still single. Does that answer everyone’s question? You might again ask why don’t I try be with someone with stable income but young at mind (not mature).
To tell you the truth, I ever try to accept this kinda person. In fact, I ever knew 2 guys, both were at their late 20’s. Know them in 2 different occasion and time frame. They have stable income, and are good looking. But I doubt their honesty. Hehe (well I know that’s my problem, being in doubt). There were also not mature enough for me. I try to accept this. Try to have serious relationship with any of this two guy, but *sigh*, at the end of the day, my heart can accept the fact that I need someone who are mature enough to actually lead my way, instead of me leading their way. They don’t even think about their own future, as long as they get paid, that’s it. Aduhs! And that is not me. Hehe..Turn off tarus.
Before them, I’ve known a guy and we become couple. Lets call him Mr. A. This guy suits me. He has stable income and are mature. But at later stage of the relation, I’ve realized that he is married. You might ask how come I didn’t know all this while?
1st of all, I did ask him. His only answer is, “If I tell you, you wouldn’t want to be with me anymore”. So tired of asking, I just accept him. Another thing why I didn’t suspect that he is married because he called me up, day and night, messaging me, not scared going out in public with me. Siapa jua sangka ia have wife ryt? But kuasa Allah, my mums’ friend saw us time jalan2 and told my mum that he is a married man. Thus, I break up with him. To tell you the truth, I do like him. He’s mature and understand me better, not to mention he loves me so much. But then, his not honest. Kwang kwang. My mistake. But the funny part is, his wife is actually ok with our relation, he said. Mula-mula I don’t believe him. But when I speak to his wife, we even go out together and become like sisters. Haha. He even proposed me for her husband. I salute her. But because of that jua, I can’t continue. His wife is too nice and should not be hurt. Thank Mie. (That is my 1st love story :P haha.. Sad huh!) . But we are still friend. Haha. Tho’ he still continue to convince me to accept him. Haha. No Way!
My 2nd relations is with a guy which I will call here Mr. K. I will talk about him in my next blog. Now, I’ve finished my lunch break. HeHe. So, got to work again ;) . Until then….
People always asked this question to their single friend. They might even ask this question to themselves, if he/she is single. So why are you single? Usually, I’ve been asked this question over and over, and the answer to that is because “I am fat, fat is equal to bida, so no want interested me, so just face the single life”. And as usual, the response was predictable. I will usually get the, “Ndakan pasal fat, there is a lot of fat people in Brunei, in the world and yet they got bf, lots are married, and now living happily with their husband.” And with that response they gave me, I will just smile and say, “banar plang”.
Then, this is the part where they gonna accused me. “You ne pemilih kali wah”. HaHa. =) Now this is where the arguments start. I might agree to the extent that I am choosy, but not terms of look la, more into life security. I mean if I want, I can easily select a guy from the few that proposed, to be my boyfriend. But am I desperate enough to have a bf? No. I mean, I don’t want to have one just because my friend or cuzzin have a partner.
I always tell my single friends, don’t be too choosy but you have to choose. This means that you need list out all the criteria that you want in a guy/girl, but later prioritized it. These criteria should be prioritized by: Criteria Need to Have, Criteria Nice to Have.
Let’s assume below are the usual criteria that we search in a partner:
Stable income, Good looking, Religious, Educated, Funny, Honest and Mature
There you got the list. So from the list, which is the most important to you? Good looking? Or Educated? Why you need to consider this because you can’t get all the criteria in a single person. No one is perfect. Even if there is any, only 0.01% exists. Taking all the criteria when you make selection means you are choosy, as you narrow down and limits your option. So, you won’t get even a person to be a partner. HaHa. This is what I call choosy. As for me, I’m not a choosy person, I’m just choosing the best for me.
In simple words, I don’t want all those criteria in a person. To me, if I were to listed out priorities in terms of criteria of my partner, below are the arrangement:
(1) Honesty – I mean, hellew, honesty is important. What for you get a good looking guy or rich one but they cheated one you?
(2) Stable income – no need to be rich
(3) Mature -
(4) Educated/Religious – teach you life and guiding you
(5) Funny – to cheer you up
(6) Good looking – nice to have, not a must, yang penting sedap mata memandang.
There you go, I’m not choosy but choosing for da best dat I could have. So why am I still single? Coz its not easy to find a person with stable income/mature abis2..if I ever encounter, married person, which I dun think I can have. Haha.. I say so? I mean you will say byk jua orang muda2 with stable income. Yeah its true, but…most of them is not mature enough in terms of thinking, they dun take life seriously yet, and this turn off my mood. Occasionally I do encounter few who are at my age (or late 20’s), who are mature, but again…milik orang :P so, here I am, still single. Does that answer everyone’s question? You might again ask why don’t I try be with someone with stable income but young at mind (not mature).
To tell you the truth, I ever try to accept this kinda person. In fact, I ever knew 2 guys, both were at their late 20’s. Know them in 2 different occasion and time frame. They have stable income, and are good looking. But I doubt their honesty. Hehe (well I know that’s my problem, being in doubt). There were also not mature enough for me. I try to accept this. Try to have serious relationship with any of this two guy, but *sigh*, at the end of the day, my heart can accept the fact that I need someone who are mature enough to actually lead my way, instead of me leading their way. They don’t even think about their own future, as long as they get paid, that’s it. Aduhs! And that is not me. Hehe..Turn off tarus.
Before them, I’ve known a guy and we become couple. Lets call him Mr. A. This guy suits me. He has stable income and are mature. But at later stage of the relation, I’ve realized that he is married. You might ask how come I didn’t know all this while?
1st of all, I did ask him. His only answer is, “If I tell you, you wouldn’t want to be with me anymore”. So tired of asking, I just accept him. Another thing why I didn’t suspect that he is married because he called me up, day and night, messaging me, not scared going out in public with me. Siapa jua sangka ia have wife ryt? But kuasa Allah, my mums’ friend saw us time jalan2 and told my mum that he is a married man. Thus, I break up with him. To tell you the truth, I do like him. He’s mature and understand me better, not to mention he loves me so much. But then, his not honest. Kwang kwang. My mistake. But the funny part is, his wife is actually ok with our relation, he said. Mula-mula I don’t believe him. But when I speak to his wife, we even go out together and become like sisters. Haha. He even proposed me for her husband. I salute her. But because of that jua, I can’t continue. His wife is too nice and should not be hurt. Thank Mie. (That is my 1st love story :P haha.. Sad huh!) . But we are still friend. Haha. Tho’ he still continue to convince me to accept him. Haha. No Way!
My 2nd relations is with a guy which I will call here Mr. K. I will talk about him in my next blog. Now, I’ve finished my lunch break. HeHe. So, got to work again ;) . Until then….
ONSITE SUPPORT for ‘Da Project’
I was involved in the General Ledger System Project since July 2008. It was a 3mths project, in which it means that we need to develop a GL System, tested, confirm the acceptance, give training to user on the system and go-live by end of Sept, 2008. The team has only 5members (including Project Manager). Surprise, surprise… Congrats to us, we manage to roll out this Project on time, 24th Sept 2008, its not even 3mths yet.
The training for the system was conducted from 8th Sept to 16th Sept and was conducted by myself. There were 7courses and the feedback was satisfying. Then, from 16th – 23rd, we just need to do all the preparation for the go-live on the 24th. All the users ID, password, permission lists, functions and etc created, tested and confirmed to function well.
Before the system is roll-out, change impact briefing has been made as this is to ensure that all the staff in the “organization” aware about the new system. Those who are impacted in their work are also given a guide during this briefing. This is because, due to the new system, some of the current task might be redundant. Thus, it is the responsibility for our side, to analyze and restructure the task and business process according to the “organsations’ requirement”. After approval from “organizations’” management, this new task, business process and etc are confirmed. This information needs to be communicated to all the impacted employees. This roll-out briefing was done right after the completion of the training.
Once the GL system go-live on the 24th Sept, operation support were given to the “organization”. The onsite support was available from period 24th Sept to 15th Oct. The support given is for user who needs the assistance to use the system, should there be any. The project closing will be in October, hopefully
The training for the system was conducted from 8th Sept to 16th Sept and was conducted by myself. There were 7courses and the feedback was satisfying. Then, from 16th – 23rd, we just need to do all the preparation for the go-live on the 24th. All the users ID, password, permission lists, functions and etc created, tested and confirmed to function well.
Before the system is roll-out, change impact briefing has been made as this is to ensure that all the staff in the “organization” aware about the new system. Those who are impacted in their work are also given a guide during this briefing. This is because, due to the new system, some of the current task might be redundant. Thus, it is the responsibility for our side, to analyze and restructure the task and business process according to the “organsations’ requirement”. After approval from “organizations’” management, this new task, business process and etc are confirmed. This information needs to be communicated to all the impacted employees. This roll-out briefing was done right after the completion of the training.
Once the GL system go-live on the 24th Sept, operation support were given to the “organization”. The onsite support was available from period 24th Sept to 15th Oct. The support given is for user who needs the assistance to use the system, should there be any. The project closing will be in October, hopefully
Tuesday, 7 October 2008
A guy of poet :)
Whom I met last nite? Just someone. I salute this guy. He is so poetic and analytical. I rarely meet someone like him. HaHa.. He explained about his interest in poetic kinda stuff, songs lyric, theatre and poem. Cool! U go boy! I support you. And yeah I agree, in Brunei, its not that we do not have talented writers or composer, but the fact is, each of us might have thought about this, and knock knock, we do have talented writers, you yourself might even have write sumthing once or twice in your life and realizing there is no place for you to publish this. To publish yourself? You need to think about all the capital, marketing, target market, publishing and the list go on. To let publisher to publish? Look around you, how many organization publish your work and you get the royalty? Well, I guess the best you can go is DBP and, you won’t have any royalty, you will only get a one time payment, which is if you wanna know, is really really really tiny meeny bucks. The next place is Pelita Brunei and its not very encouraging :P Oops! Why did I say that? Because they limit what you write. I mean..hellew the ideas come and flowing without we knowing it, so??? How can you limit writers for writing stuff, no love, no war?? Ermm!! Wake up, that’s life. We write based on what we see, hear, experience, felt. =) some might be direct, some might not(metaphor), but the fact, it is unlimited and should not be control. Well, not to say, totally no control at all, but what I’m trying to say is, yes you control all the badword and stuff or issue that might be sensitive to certain part of the country but hellew, love story? Poems?war that we hear, see? The tears that we felt…. I guess that is sumthing that someone should write down. But I can say that through out the years, it does improve, but limitation is there. So…open up PB
Our next discussion is about book writing, regardless academically, fiction, non-fiction. I meant look around the bookshop, tips about this and that (tips how to be a successful owner manager), guide to exams and stuff, and look who is the writer and the publisher? 99.9% its overseas writer. Where is our book? We have our own tips? Our own values? Our own Bruneian ways of handling whatever thing, and where is the writing on this?? None. Its not because of no one ever think about it, or care to do it, but think about it. If you do it, where will u go for publishing? Publish yourself? Haha.. I ever thought about this when I start writing an academic book, because of this issue, I lose focus, and know my books abandon at its first phase But I’m gonna continue tho’ :p I’m not good at writing story book but…I have interest in writing academic books of my field ;) Wish me luck.
Our next discussion is about book writing, regardless academically, fiction, non-fiction. I meant look around the bookshop, tips about this and that (tips how to be a successful owner manager), guide to exams and stuff, and look who is the writer and the publisher? 99.9% its overseas writer. Where is our book? We have our own tips? Our own values? Our own Bruneian ways of handling whatever thing, and where is the writing on this?? None. Its not because of no one ever think about it, or care to do it, but think about it. If you do it, where will u go for publishing? Publish yourself? Haha.. I ever thought about this when I start writing an academic book, because of this issue, I lose focus, and know my books abandon at its first phase But I’m gonna continue tho’ :p I’m not good at writing story book but…I have interest in writing academic books of my field ;) Wish me luck.
7th Oct 2008
Its Tuesday and the time for my bro to go back to UK has come. *sigh*
My beloved bro will be taking off to UK today at 7pm Brunei time. Got last minute hiccup, such as no itinerary ticket yet but he got it this morning. Hopefully everything is OK for him, here and after he arrive in London. Three months seems like three weeks to mum and the family, since the time spent is so little with him. He’s the youngest in the family, thus, everyone gonna missed him so much. Tho’ he might not know how much we love him, but we hope he owez bring our love there.
I know he was a bit reluctant to leave Brunei, but hey, you have to continue your studies sayang. Hehe.. Yatah manusia. Before getting the chances, praying hard and doing all the best to get it. Now after, you get all the chances you have, reluctant cia. I know he misses Brunei so much. Well, Brunei gonna miss u too my dear
Last night, as what I have wrote in my previous blog, we have an unplanned raya openhouse. Haha. It was started when my bro pay a visit to our auntie house, and they were asking when are we gonna have our openhouse (which in fact we didn’t plan any for this years’ raya). Anyway, I guess for the sake of my aunties, plus, my bros’ friend (as he is leaving today), we decide to have the openhouse . Grrrrrrrreaaaaaaaaaaaat!
Well, I don’t really help much since the preparation has been done earlier yesterday morning, just left with the cooking and stuff and by the time I arrive from work it is almost done. One thing left to do for me tho’, as usual..i’m the cable guy, should I say, cable gurl, the electrician and old the hardware stuff I really need to be a guy.. :p or otherwise have to get married and get my hubby to do it for me. Hahah..Anyway, back to the story. Well since everything has been ready and it wasn’t in my plan to actually have the open house and in fact I’ve already made a promise to meet a friend of mine that night, so, after helping with a few stuff, preparing all the sound system, serving and all those, I went off. HaHa.. I know, I know, it does not look good to leave your guest but hellew, promise is promise, ryt? Plus, at the end of the day, I know, everyone is happy with everything. So, no harm made.
You might think, where am I at the moment and how can I blog? HahHa..Well, its actually lunch time and instead of going to lunch(which I usually don’;t), I just take my lunch break and go online. This activity suits me better. ;) and yeah I’m still in the office, in fact just finished my meeting about 1.5hrs ago. At around 2pm, will have to go meet client again and do a quick presentation to a colleague. HaHa.. Pretty busy..that’s why I took my time during the lunch to have all the conversation I required or any heartfelt that I need to share. –end of my explanation-
My beloved bro will be taking off to UK today at 7pm Brunei time. Got last minute hiccup, such as no itinerary ticket yet but he got it this morning. Hopefully everything is OK for him, here and after he arrive in London. Three months seems like three weeks to mum and the family, since the time spent is so little with him. He’s the youngest in the family, thus, everyone gonna missed him so much. Tho’ he might not know how much we love him, but we hope he owez bring our love there.
I know he was a bit reluctant to leave Brunei, but hey, you have to continue your studies sayang. Hehe.. Yatah manusia. Before getting the chances, praying hard and doing all the best to get it. Now after, you get all the chances you have, reluctant cia. I know he misses Brunei so much. Well, Brunei gonna miss u too my dear
Last night, as what I have wrote in my previous blog, we have an unplanned raya openhouse. Haha. It was started when my bro pay a visit to our auntie house, and they were asking when are we gonna have our openhouse (which in fact we didn’t plan any for this years’ raya). Anyway, I guess for the sake of my aunties, plus, my bros’ friend (as he is leaving today), we decide to have the openhouse . Grrrrrrrreaaaaaaaaaaaat!
Well, I don’t really help much since the preparation has been done earlier yesterday morning, just left with the cooking and stuff and by the time I arrive from work it is almost done. One thing left to do for me tho’, as usual..i’m the cable guy, should I say, cable gurl, the electrician and old the hardware stuff I really need to be a guy.. :p or otherwise have to get married and get my hubby to do it for me. Hahah..Anyway, back to the story. Well since everything has been ready and it wasn’t in my plan to actually have the open house and in fact I’ve already made a promise to meet a friend of mine that night, so, after helping with a few stuff, preparing all the sound system, serving and all those, I went off. HaHa.. I know, I know, it does not look good to leave your guest but hellew, promise is promise, ryt? Plus, at the end of the day, I know, everyone is happy with everything. So, no harm made.
You might think, where am I at the moment and how can I blog? HahHa..Well, its actually lunch time and instead of going to lunch(which I usually don’;t), I just take my lunch break and go online. This activity suits me better. ;) and yeah I’m still in the office, in fact just finished my meeting about 1.5hrs ago. At around 2pm, will have to go meet client again and do a quick presentation to a colleague. HaHa.. Pretty busy..that’s why I took my time during the lunch to have all the conversation I required or any heartfelt that I need to share. –end of my explanation-
Monday, 6 October 2008
5th Syawal
Well, as the topic stated, it is the 5th Syawal, which means the 5th day of raya and now I'm back at work.
Most people asked, how was my raya? HaHaHa. Told them it was not so fun. :) And that is the truth.
On Raya eve, I was already feeling not so good and in fact on the 1st day of raya I was sick. I got flu. HaHa...My head felt heavy, as if tonnes of weight were put on it. My neck hurt. The good thing about it was that our family don't usually go raya on the 1st day, so I can have a good rest on that day.
The next day, 2nd day of raya, we went to KB. First, we went to visit our grandpa who has been admitted to hospital since before Ramadhan. Grandpa is 85years old and he has no sickness at all. By the way, that statement didn’t come from me, that was what doctor stated. As per doctor, he is OK, fine and there is not a single sickness for him, it was just that he is so weak, as he didn’t want to eat. Not that we don’t try, we have tried millions of time and he rejected it. Sometime he stared at us, when we kindly forced him to eat. So, we stop first and try again later. And it’s still the same. He didn’t want to eat.
Anyhow, back to the visit that we went on the 2nd Raya. As per what we always do every raya, we kiss his hand and forehead. We joke with him and he still laughed. My brother got to massage him which he really like, hehe. Expert kaliah . Then, mum tried to feed him with porridge and as again, he rejected it. He stared at my mum. All of us then said to grandpa, “Ni, makan ni, nyaman tu…Hmm” Then we make a “hmm” sound, indicating that the food is delicious. He ate a bit, but after the 2nd spoon. He stopped and pushed it away. Well, at least he ate. *sigh* Get well soon Grandpa. We miss you. Before we went home, our grandma and aunties came, we greet them raya and went to Kg. But since there was no one there, we went home to Bandar. Boring ryt? :P
The third day of Raya, my siblings and I planned to actually go to my daddy’s side of the family. But, since we don’t have any raya mood actually ever since the 1st day, we kinda cancel it. We only went to our Grandma house(dad side) to raya and for the function: tahlil. That night, it rain heavily. Arghh..basah kuyup. The function finished at around 9.30pm. We didn’t went straight home. With my cuzzin, we went to their aunties’ Open house(dad side). It was so cool and cold ..Grrr
On the 4th day of Raya? Hahah..We were just at home. :P Boring? Oh btw, we were at home almost the whole day, but at night I went out for awhile to see someone :P don’t ask sapa..hahaa.. Arrived at home around 10pm.
And today, we gonna have unplanned Open house. Adushh!..Haha… Who’s invited? I myself don’t know. Let see la
To be con’t
Most people asked, how was my raya? HaHaHa. Told them it was not so fun. :) And that is the truth.
On Raya eve, I was already feeling not so good and in fact on the 1st day of raya I was sick. I got flu. HaHa...My head felt heavy, as if tonnes of weight were put on it. My neck hurt. The good thing about it was that our family don't usually go raya on the 1st day, so I can have a good rest on that day.
The next day, 2nd day of raya, we went to KB. First, we went to visit our grandpa who has been admitted to hospital since before Ramadhan. Grandpa is 85years old and he has no sickness at all. By the way, that statement didn’t come from me, that was what doctor stated. As per doctor, he is OK, fine and there is not a single sickness for him, it was just that he is so weak, as he didn’t want to eat. Not that we don’t try, we have tried millions of time and he rejected it. Sometime he stared at us, when we kindly forced him to eat. So, we stop first and try again later. And it’s still the same. He didn’t want to eat.
Anyhow, back to the visit that we went on the 2nd Raya. As per what we always do every raya, we kiss his hand and forehead. We joke with him and he still laughed. My brother got to massage him which he really like, hehe. Expert kaliah . Then, mum tried to feed him with porridge and as again, he rejected it. He stared at my mum. All of us then said to grandpa, “Ni, makan ni, nyaman tu…Hmm” Then we make a “hmm” sound, indicating that the food is delicious. He ate a bit, but after the 2nd spoon. He stopped and pushed it away. Well, at least he ate. *sigh* Get well soon Grandpa. We miss you. Before we went home, our grandma and aunties came, we greet them raya and went to Kg. But since there was no one there, we went home to Bandar. Boring ryt? :P
The third day of Raya, my siblings and I planned to actually go to my daddy’s side of the family. But, since we don’t have any raya mood actually ever since the 1st day, we kinda cancel it. We only went to our Grandma house(dad side) to raya and for the function: tahlil. That night, it rain heavily. Arghh..basah kuyup. The function finished at around 9.30pm. We didn’t went straight home. With my cuzzin, we went to their aunties’ Open house(dad side). It was so cool and cold ..Grrr
On the 4th day of Raya? Hahah..We were just at home. :P Boring? Oh btw, we were at home almost the whole day, but at night I went out for awhile to see someone :P don’t ask sapa..hahaa.. Arrived at home around 10pm.
And today, we gonna have unplanned Open house. Adushh!..Haha… Who’s invited? I myself don’t know. Let see la
To be con’t
Wednesday, 1 October 2008
30mins before 1st syawal
Its only 30mins before 1st syawal,wic means d last day we wil bersungkai for d month of ramadhan. This year,ramadhan feels only like a week,da time fly fast,not just fast,real fast. In fact,today is already d 1st october,it seems like only last week we enter the year 2008,bt nw,we are actually near to the end.
When i arive hme dis afternoon,da maid gve me a red envelope. It was a raya card frm sum1 special n it was specialy addres to me. I felt bit sad,cz i fyl guilty to dat person.its nt R fault,its just that..i fyl im nt da right persn for R anymre. Selamat hariraya baby,maaf zhr btin,its nvr byn ur fault.im da bad guy.. Nw its a year that i hvnt meet you. I mis u,mis our tym 2gthr,bt u got them,u dun nyd me.
well,tom is here,i got to go.wil con't later.
When i arive hme dis afternoon,da maid gve me a red envelope. It was a raya card frm sum1 special n it was specialy addres to me. I felt bit sad,cz i fyl guilty to dat person.its nt R fault,its just that..i fyl im nt da right persn for R anymre. Selamat hariraya baby,maaf zhr btin,its nvr byn ur fault.im da bad guy.. Nw its a year that i hvnt meet you. I mis u,mis our tym 2gthr,bt u got them,u dun nyd me.
well,tom is here,i got to go.wil con't later.
Tuesday, 30 September 2008
2nd October 2008/1hb Syawal 1429
The result: the moon was not sighted,so tomorrow is da final day of ramadhan. 1st Syawal will be on thursday.thank god.nw public holiday wil b evn much longer,frm thursday to sunday.. We were joking jz nw. My cuz said that moon wil nt b sightd, i said it will,cz i jst hv a cnvrstn wif d moon.when the result were out,all of them jump in joy,nadhirah,wafiq n idah..wafiq said wf proud "sapa col bulan td ah?", i jz laughd n said "i col mummy moon,nt da moon son".ha3.
If you want to copy...
A popular motivational speaker was entertaining his audience.
He said: "The best years of my life were spent in the arms of a woman who wasn't my wife!"
The audience was in silence and shock.
The speaker added: "And that woman was my mother!"
Laughter and applause continued!
A week later, a top manager trained by the motivational speaker tried to crack this very effective joke at home. He was a bit foggy after a drink.
He said loudly, "The greatest years of my life were spent in the arms of a woman who was not my wife!"
The wife was in shock and rage.
Standing there for 20 seconds trying to recall the second half of the joke, the manager finally blurted out "....... and I can't remember who she was!"
Moral of the story: Don't copy if you can't paste!
[Thanks to Azmi]
**I copy this from Azmi :P but just to share with you allz.. ;) in case you haven't hear about it :)... enjoy!
He said: "The best years of my life were spent in the arms of a woman who wasn't my wife!"
The audience was in silence and shock.
The speaker added: "And that woman was my mother!"
Laughter and applause continued!
A week later, a top manager trained by the motivational speaker tried to crack this very effective joke at home. He was a bit foggy after a drink.
He said loudly, "The greatest years of my life were spent in the arms of a woman who was not my wife!"
The wife was in shock and rage.
Standing there for 20 seconds trying to recall the second half of the joke, the manager finally blurted out "....... and I can't remember who she was!"
Moral of the story: Don't copy if you can't paste!
[Thanks to Azmi]
**I copy this from Azmi :P but just to share with you allz.. ;) in case you haven't hear about it :)... enjoy!
Take Time
I got this from Azmi's blog..it is nice..something to read....and digest :)
Take time to think,
thoughts are the source of power.
Take time to dream,
dreams show you what is possible.
Take time to read,
reading is the fountain of wisdom.
Take time to work,
work is the price of success.
Take time to do your work well,
pride in your work nourishes the mind and the spirit.
Take time to laugh,
laughter is the music of the soul.
Take time to play,
play is the secret of perpetual youth.
Take time to show appreciation,
it's the frosting on the cake of life.
Take time to give,
sharing brings joy to your heart.
Take time to be friendly,
friendships give life a delicious flavor.
Take time to love,
loving is what makes living worthwhile.
Take time to pray,
prayer is the rock of strength in time of need.
Take time to think,
thoughts are the source of power.
Take time to dream,
dreams show you what is possible.
Take time to read,
reading is the fountain of wisdom.
Take time to work,
work is the price of success.
Take time to do your work well,
pride in your work nourishes the mind and the spirit.
Take time to laugh,
laughter is the music of the soul.
Take time to play,
play is the secret of perpetual youth.
Take time to show appreciation,
it's the frosting on the cake of life.
Take time to give,
sharing brings joy to your heart.
Take time to be friendly,
friendships give life a delicious flavor.
Take time to love,
loving is what makes living worthwhile.
Take time to pray,
prayer is the rock of strength in time of need.
Happy Hari Raya ALL
Just got the time to blog again... Today its 29th of Ramadhan, everyone is home already as the company decide to release us at 12pm, unless there were clients who need us to support them.
I've just finished my spring cleaning after my hectic weeks. Well, congrats to myself and the team, we manage to go live on time. Few couple of things to do, but yeah we are near to completion 100%. It is a joyful feeling. Haha..tho' my raya mood has gone because of the busy weeks but im satisfied.
the 29th of Ramadhan also reminds me of someone whom i love so dearly. Mr.K, thats your name :) i miss u so much. Up to this ramadhan, its almost a year that i decide to broke up wif him. Both of us were in pain, but what can we do. *sigh* anyway, to Mr.K, Happy Hari Raya abg..n maafkan semua kesalahan syg... yeah u r still my abg n im stil your syg..ryt? :p time flies, but not my love for you.. *sigh*
this morning i was approached by one of my immediate boss. He told me that he wanted to pull me to "IQ team"...ermm, he wanted me to carry on with the ISMS in line with the other quality owner. Yeah let me think about it. I do am interested in that area but ermm...for being permanent there? tak minat boss :P hahaa..well let me have a think abt it..
Well, its almost 1.30pm now, i will have to go soon. To everyone who read this blog, which i know NON, Happy Hari Raya :) Maaf Zahir Batin
I've just finished my spring cleaning after my hectic weeks. Well, congrats to myself and the team, we manage to go live on time. Few couple of things to do, but yeah we are near to completion 100%. It is a joyful feeling. Haha..tho' my raya mood has gone because of the busy weeks but im satisfied.
the 29th of Ramadhan also reminds me of someone whom i love so dearly. Mr.K, thats your name :) i miss u so much. Up to this ramadhan, its almost a year that i decide to broke up wif him. Both of us were in pain, but what can we do. *sigh* anyway, to Mr.K, Happy Hari Raya abg..n maafkan semua kesalahan syg... yeah u r still my abg n im stil your syg..ryt? :p time flies, but not my love for you.. *sigh*
this morning i was approached by one of my immediate boss. He told me that he wanted to pull me to "IQ team"...ermm, he wanted me to carry on with the ISMS in line with the other quality owner. Yeah let me think about it. I do am interested in that area but ermm...for being permanent there? tak minat boss :P hahaa..well let me have a think abt it..
Well, its almost 1.30pm now, i will have to go soon. To everyone who read this blog, which i know NON, Happy Hari Raya :) Maaf Zahir Batin
Wednesday, 10 September 2008
Driving
At d mmt,im stil on d road.Its jammd.Dis s wat hapen wen u go at 6.30pm above..Dis area wil b fuly pckd.N gues wat?Today i hv a clas 2 train,nda cli 2?Argh. Of al d days,y hri ne msti nada air?Arg.Bt i do tke a shwr,short one,cz air yg bsmbut sikit gnya.Aduh.Ha3. Wel, its nt a cmplte one,f i dun hv a clas 2 train,i wud hv tken unplnd leave ne.Hehe..Anywy,so bord waitng 4 d cr cni,yth inut2 gnya..Im sure jz kn kuar dri simpng ne wud tke almst half an hr,glakn?Argh
Saturday, 6 September 2008
God pls help me
Its 6.14pm and im stil on d road.Otw kn blik umah aftr wrk.Crazy?Nt yet,bt almst thre.Ha3..Im woried abt my projct bt sumhw i blieve dt i cn do it. God knws hw i realy wrk hrd on dis.I mght nt seems lyk im wrkg hrd,bt d fct s i am.Mayb i jz lonk cool on d outsyd dat ppl dun c it
6th sept
Its 5.15am..Jz cnt get bk to sleep.Dymn..Im so woried..2days lft b4 d big day,o great!ya Allah, hope it wud b a success.Amin
Friday, 22 August 2008
My sister's wedding
*sigh*...at last..i can breathe now, mengalih eyh..who says kan buat majlis kawin simple,even if dhotel..
haha..try it..wen u hae only 12persOn to work with, its not that easy. In fact it was tiring. Gila!...But Great..everything was excellent..perfecto!...hahah..and i'm proud being da wedding planner after all.. ;)
da nikah ceremony was held during da Israk Mikraj public holiday, which was on the 30th of July. It was....i could say...amazing..hahaha... millenium style :)
then malam berbadak ceremony was on Saturday, however, da preparation start on friday ...hehe..it was fun...i meant..real..fun!
then on Saturday, malam berbadak...i was so dymn tired. In da afternoon, i went to take da kek dat we ordered, then beli campur..(i know..it was a last minute thing..sal awal2 campur ada udah..kali urang datang waktu nikah tu..overflow..so have to buy g..)..
anyway..back to my story...after ambil kek..den balik umah..do da arranging..den..ambil projector lagi.. den smpai umah..set up da projector, karaoke system, bungkus hadiah karaoke..n den..assist my sister kana make-up..coz ia ne kuat becakap..malar pch badak..da mak andam said..
then da bride kuar..kana badaki... i was da camera man..and da videO guy jua..ahakz....den after finish upacara bebadak...i wnet down..to start the karaoke competition...after selecting who should be the judges and ask my uncle to brief them on the scoring part..i packed my stuff..yang kan dbawa ke hotel...coz our family gonna stay in the hotel for dat nyt..coz da wedding (bersanding) ceremony..will be at the hotel..at 11.45am..
den..after finish packing ..i have to move all the antique utk wedding ceremony esuk...dari umah my sister ke hotel room...
before that i went to the groom house wif my cuzzie..just to ensure how many minutes it takes to drive to the house.. coz on SundaY.. driver dari hotel will need to fetch him ..sO i arrive at my bro-in law to be ( wic now..jadi my bro in lwa dah)..hehe..and it took me around 25minutes.. and at that time it was 12.15 dah..and guess wat? i just realise that my annaul licence fee for my dst number expired..gila kemati..pyh becontact..hehe... rasa wah kan behunjar kadai..tp around my area..nada g kadai yang buka..
after smpai umah my bro in law...den balik semula ke rumah my 2nd sis yang kan kawin ne..kan ambil antique..den..me n my cuz ne pn masukkan all da kotaK lam kereta...baik jua muat sekali trip... so up up we go ke hotel...den angkat smua ke otel n balik semula ke rumah..at that time it was 2am dah...then waktu me balik..upanya my mum was crying sal..she was unable to contact me..n wory..if anything happen.aduh....bu bu..mwahz mwahz...
den we stat panyap2 barang drumah...around 3.30am baru tah dapat check in banar2 ke otel....gila was so tired...tp sungguh tired..kul 4.30am baru ttdo...
den the next day..wake up at 7.30am....and start preparing for the wedding ceremony g... :D
haha..1st ting..get up n mandi..den..urak kapit for the bride...den inspect da hall at which da wedding will be conducted...den pasang bunga dian...
den..angkat kutak antique ke arah hall..hehe.. u will be asking..mengapa nda pakai bellboy..i was so..stress n cant think nymore..nda g tefikirkan bellboy..after few boxes..baru tah me ingat panggil bellboy..
den i call da LO in da hotel..tnya wat time driver durang ambil da groom...alhmdulillah..he was on his way dah..ahakzz..
....to be continue...
haha..try it..wen u hae only 12persOn to work with, its not that easy. In fact it was tiring. Gila!...But Great..everything was excellent..perfecto!...hahah..and i'm proud being da wedding planner after all.. ;)
da nikah ceremony was held during da Israk Mikraj public holiday, which was on the 30th of July. It was....i could say...amazing..hahaha... millenium style :)
then malam berbadak ceremony was on Saturday, however, da preparation start on friday ...hehe..it was fun...i meant..real..fun!
then on Saturday, malam berbadak...i was so dymn tired. In da afternoon, i went to take da kek dat we ordered, then beli campur..(i know..it was a last minute thing..sal awal2 campur ada udah..kali urang datang waktu nikah tu..overflow..so have to buy g..)..
anyway..back to my story...after ambil kek..den balik umah..do da arranging..den..ambil projector lagi.. den smpai umah..set up da projector, karaoke system, bungkus hadiah karaoke..n den..assist my sister kana make-up..coz ia ne kuat becakap..malar pch badak..da mak andam said..
then da bride kuar..kana badaki... i was da camera man..and da videO guy jua..ahakz....den after finish upacara bebadak...i wnet down..to start the karaoke competition...after selecting who should be the judges and ask my uncle to brief them on the scoring part..i packed my stuff..yang kan dbawa ke hotel...coz our family gonna stay in the hotel for dat nyt..coz da wedding (bersanding) ceremony..will be at the hotel..at 11.45am..
den..after finish packing ..i have to move all the antique utk wedding ceremony esuk...dari umah my sister ke hotel room...
before that i went to the groom house wif my cuzzie..just to ensure how many minutes it takes to drive to the house.. coz on SundaY.. driver dari hotel will need to fetch him ..sO i arrive at my bro-in law to be ( wic now..jadi my bro in lwa dah)..hehe..and it took me around 25minutes.. and at that time it was 12.15 dah..and guess wat? i just realise that my annaul licence fee for my dst number expired..gila kemati..pyh becontact..hehe... rasa wah kan behunjar kadai..tp around my area..nada g kadai yang buka..
after smpai umah my bro in law...den balik semula ke rumah my 2nd sis yang kan kawin ne..kan ambil antique..den..me n my cuz ne pn masukkan all da kotaK lam kereta...baik jua muat sekali trip... so up up we go ke hotel...den angkat smua ke otel n balik semula ke rumah..at that time it was 2am dah...then waktu me balik..upanya my mum was crying sal..she was unable to contact me..n wory..if anything happen.aduh....bu bu..mwahz mwahz...
den we stat panyap2 barang drumah...around 3.30am baru tah dapat check in banar2 ke otel....gila was so tired...tp sungguh tired..kul 4.30am baru ttdo...
den the next day..wake up at 7.30am....and start preparing for the wedding ceremony g... :D
haha..1st ting..get up n mandi..den..urak kapit for the bride...den inspect da hall at which da wedding will be conducted...den pasang bunga dian...
den..angkat kutak antique ke arah hall..hehe.. u will be asking..mengapa nda pakai bellboy..i was so..stress n cant think nymore..nda g tefikirkan bellboy..after few boxes..baru tah me ingat panggil bellboy..
den i call da LO in da hotel..tnya wat time driver durang ambil da groom...alhmdulillah..he was on his way dah..ahakzz..
....to be continue...
Sunday, 6 July 2008
*sigh*
Hmm...
Today something bad happen...really bad..and its not gonna end until i ended it..mengapa bila kita berbudi bukan kebaikan or pahala plang yang datang...but instead kesusahan....
I should listen to "m" when "m" said... never never never never never trust anybody.... but wat can i dO... when i'm born with this attitude yang selalu simpati..
stupid...should i be cruel and never consider anything..when ppl come to you and ask for help .... should i just ignore them???? *sigh*...arggh...
Today something bad happen...really bad..and its not gonna end until i ended it..mengapa bila kita berbudi bukan kebaikan or pahala plang yang datang...but instead kesusahan....
I should listen to "m" when "m" said... never never never never never trust anybody.... but wat can i dO... when i'm born with this attitude yang selalu simpati..
stupid...should i be cruel and never consider anything..when ppl come to you and ask for help .... should i just ignore them???? *sigh*...arggh...
Wednesday, 30 April 2008
I MiSS You
Hmmm...
I'm not sure why...but at this moment, i really miss you, need you...
How i wish you are by my side..i really miss you abg..
I wish i can share this hard time with me...
But when i open my eyes..you were not there..
I know..its not your mistake, neither do i..
Our love shall remained in my heart..
and nothing would change it..
day by day..i'm still trying to convince mum...
day by day...i still try to say to her that..
....the only person i want to be in my heart...is you..Tengku K. *sigh*
Missing you badly
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I'm not sure why...but at this moment, i really miss you, need you...
How i wish you are by my side..i really miss you abg..
I wish i can share this hard time with me...
But when i open my eyes..you were not there..
I know..its not your mistake, neither do i..
Our love shall remained in my heart..
and nothing would change it..
day by day..i'm still trying to convince mum...
day by day...i still try to say to her that..
....the only person i want to be in my heart...is you..Tengku K. *sigh*
Missing you badly
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Saturday, 12 April 2008
Saturday, 22 March 2008
25 Minutes .... =)
After some time I've finally made up my mind
She is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
To tell her I love her
And I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done
I find her standing in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she's crying while she's saying this
Chorus:
Boy I missed your kisses all the time but this is
Twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry you are
Twenty five minutes too late
Against the wind I'm going home again
Wishing be back to the time when we were more than
friends
Still I see her in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she's cried while she's saying this
Chorus
Out in the streets
Places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
Inside my head
Still I can hear the words she said
I can still hear what she said
She is the girl and I really want to make her mine
I'm searching everywhere to find her again
To tell her I love her
And I'm sorry 'bout the things I've done
I find her standing in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she's crying while she's saying this
Chorus:
Boy I missed your kisses all the time but this is
Twenty five minutes too late
Though you travelled so far boy I'm sorry you are
Twenty five minutes too late
Against the wind I'm going home again
Wishing be back to the time when we were more than
friends
Still I see her in front of the church
The only place in town where I didn't search
She looks so happy in her wedding dress
But she's cried while she's saying this
Chorus
Out in the streets
Places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat
Inside my head
Still I can hear the words she said
I can still hear what she said
Monday, 10 March 2008
Hapus Aku - Nidji
--- Ya Allah, andai dia tak akan pernah jadi milikku...dan bukan takdirku bersamanya..hapuskanlah dia dari ingatanku, hapuskanlah semua kenangan lalu, hilangkan mimpi tentangnya dalam tidurku ---
Kutuliskan kesedihan, Semua tak bisa kau ungkapkan, Dan kita kan bicara dengan hatiku
Buang semua puisi,Antara kita berdua,Kau bunuh dia sesuatu, Yang kusebut itu cinta
Yakinkan aku Tuhan..Dia bukan milikku..Biarkan waktu waktu..Hapus aku
Kutuliskan kesedihan, Semua tak bisa kau ungkapkan, Dan kita kan bicara dengan hatiku
Buang semua puisi,Antara kita berdua,Kau bunuh dia sesuatu, Yang kusebut itu cinta
Yakinkan aku Tuhan..Dia bukan milikku..Biarkan waktu waktu..Hapus aku
CM (1 4 u 1 4 m3) - Radja
---I'm not really sure what this song means... but if i were to describe it, i guess, it just means that, i can't forget about you, you are still the one i love abg.. :( but life must go on...*sigh* ---
Jangan pernah berpikir aku
Meninggalkanmu, itu tak ada
Walaupun ku akui aku kini tlah berdua
Aku bisa mengerti
Sesungguhnya aku
Tak ingin menyakitimu
Walau kenyataan
Bicara tak sejujur cinta
Bila engkau ku anggap cinta mati
Kau tak pernah lepas dari diriku
Mungkin ku tak mampu sepertimu
Melebihi rasa setianya cinta
Walaupun ku akui aku
Kini tlah berdua
Aku bisa mengerti
Sesungguhnya aku
Tak ingin menyakitimu
Walau kenyataan
Bicara tak sejujur cinta
Bila engkau ku anggap cinta mati
Kau tak pernah lepas dari diriku
Mungkin ku tak mampu sepertimu
Melebihi rasa setianya cinta
One for me, one for you
One for me
Jangan pernah berpikir aku
Meninggalkanmu, itu tak ada
Walaupun ku akui aku kini tlah berdua
Aku bisa mengerti
Sesungguhnya aku
Tak ingin menyakitimu
Walau kenyataan
Bicara tak sejujur cinta
Bila engkau ku anggap cinta mati
Kau tak pernah lepas dari diriku
Mungkin ku tak mampu sepertimu
Melebihi rasa setianya cinta
Walaupun ku akui aku
Kini tlah berdua
Aku bisa mengerti
Sesungguhnya aku
Tak ingin menyakitimu
Walau kenyataan
Bicara tak sejujur cinta
Bila engkau ku anggap cinta mati
Kau tak pernah lepas dari diriku
Mungkin ku tak mampu sepertimu
Melebihi rasa setianya cinta
One for me, one for you
One for me
Tetap lah kau jadi milikku
Bisakah engkau ku agungkan
Sesuci dan secantik sang rembulan
Mampukah engkau menahan godaan
Dari seribu rayu manis yg datang
Jangan pernah merasa gelap
Di antara sinar-sinar yg terang
Jangan pernah merasa sepi
Bila engkau di tengah keramaian
Biarlah hitam menjadi putih
Tetaplah kau jadi milikku
Jangan merasa dirimu masih sendiri
Tetaplah engkau di sisiku
Jujur saja wahai kekasih
Saat ini aku tak bisa jauh
Apalagi harus melupakanmu
Sedetik pun kini aku tak mampu
--- I know you can't be mine, coz it'll be impossible---
Sesuci dan secantik sang rembulan
Mampukah engkau menahan godaan
Dari seribu rayu manis yg datang
Jangan pernah merasa gelap
Di antara sinar-sinar yg terang
Jangan pernah merasa sepi
Bila engkau di tengah keramaian
Biarlah hitam menjadi putih
Tetaplah kau jadi milikku
Jangan merasa dirimu masih sendiri
Tetaplah engkau di sisiku
Jujur saja wahai kekasih
Saat ini aku tak bisa jauh
Apalagi harus melupakanmu
Sedetik pun kini aku tak mampu
--- I know you can't be mine, coz it'll be impossible---
Wednesday, 13 February 2008
Aku Cinta Kau Dan Dia
Well... I onLy Love You aBG... Haha..But KinDa missed This Song Ja..
Aku Cinta Kau Dan Dia - Ahmad Dhani
Hancur hatiku mengenang dikau
Menjadi keping-keping setelah kau pergi
Tinggalkan kasih sayang
Yang pernah singgah antara kita
Masihkah ada sayang itu
Memang salahku, yang tak pernah bisa
Meninggalkan dirinya 'tuk bersama kamu
Walau 'tuk t'rus bersama
'kan ada hati yang 'kan terluka
Dan ku tahu kau tak mau
Reff:
Sekali lagi maafkanlah
Karena ku
cinta kau dan dia
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa
Tinggalkan dirinya
Mungkin tak mungkin 'tuk terus bersama
Jalani semua cinta yang tlah dijalani
Tapi bila itu yang
Kau pikir yang terbaik untukmu
Bahagiaku untuk dirimu
Bridge:
Simpan sisa sisa cerita cinta berdua
Walau tak tersisa cerita cinta berdua
Still love her in my mind
Still love her forever
Aku Cinta Kau Dan Dia - Ahmad Dhani
Hancur hatiku mengenang dikau
Menjadi keping-keping setelah kau pergi
Tinggalkan kasih sayang
Yang pernah singgah antara kita
Masihkah ada sayang itu
Memang salahku, yang tak pernah bisa
Meninggalkan dirinya 'tuk bersama kamu
Walau 'tuk t'rus bersama
'kan ada hati yang 'kan terluka
Dan ku tahu kau tak mau
Reff:
Sekali lagi maafkanlah
Karena ku
cinta kau dan dia
Maafkanlah ku tak bisa
Tinggalkan dirinya
Mungkin tak mungkin 'tuk terus bersama
Jalani semua cinta yang tlah dijalani
Tapi bila itu yang
Kau pikir yang terbaik untukmu
Bahagiaku untuk dirimu
Bridge:
Simpan sisa sisa cerita cinta berdua
Walau tak tersisa cerita cinta berdua
Still love her in my mind
Still love her forever
Demi Waktu
....Hye there...i'm sorry...i try to accept you..but i cant... *sigh*....
Aku yang tak pernah bisa lupakan dirinya
Yang kini hadir diantara kita
Namun ku juga takkan bisa menepis bayangmu
Yang slama ini temani hidupku
Maafkan aku menduakan cintamu
Berat rasa hatiku tinggalkan dirinya
Dan demi waktu yang bergulir di sampingmu
Maafkanlah diriku sepenuh hatimu
Seandainya bila ku bisa memilih
Kalau saja waktu itu ku tak jumpa dirinya
Mungkin semua tak kan seperti ini
Dirimu dan dirinya kini ada di hatiku
Membawa aku dalam kehancuran
Aku yang tak pernah bisa lupakan dirinya
Yang kini hadir diantara kita
Namun ku juga takkan bisa menepis bayangmu
Yang slama ini temani hidupku
Maafkan aku menduakan cintamu
Berat rasa hatiku tinggalkan dirinya
Dan demi waktu yang bergulir di sampingmu
Maafkanlah diriku sepenuh hatimu
Seandainya bila ku bisa memilih
Kalau saja waktu itu ku tak jumpa dirinya
Mungkin semua tak kan seperti ini
Dirimu dan dirinya kini ada di hatiku
Membawa aku dalam kehancuran
Tuesday, 12 February 2008
Sayang Sayang - Alif
Aliff Aziz - Sayang Sayang
This song calie...but nice..hehehe..
Masaku teringat akan dirimu
Ada sesuatu begitu mengganggu
Diam-diam aku menyukaimu
Bermimpi bila kau jadi milikku
Jauh di dasar hatiku
Inginku ku teriak
Aku cinta kamu!
Sayang, sayang, sayang
Kamu dah berpunya
Tertutup sudah bagiku kesempatan
Dan bukan gayaku
Rebut pacar orang
Meski hati tulus
Cerita berakhir tak senang
Aku tahu akan sulit bagiku
Mencari-cari pengganti dirimu
Tapi bagi lelaki macam aku
Tak mau berakhir kerna begitu
Jauh di dasar hatiku
Inginku teriak
Aku cinta kamu!
Sayang, sayang, sayang
Kamu dah berpunya
Tertutup sudah bagiku kesempatan
Dan bukan gayaku rebut pacar orang
Meski hati tulus
Cerita berakhir tak senang
Thanks for the song Aisyah...
This song calie...but nice..hehehe..
Masaku teringat akan dirimu
Ada sesuatu begitu mengganggu
Diam-diam aku menyukaimu
Bermimpi bila kau jadi milikku
Jauh di dasar hatiku
Inginku ku teriak
Aku cinta kamu!
Sayang, sayang, sayang
Kamu dah berpunya
Tertutup sudah bagiku kesempatan
Dan bukan gayaku
Rebut pacar orang
Meski hati tulus
Cerita berakhir tak senang
Aku tahu akan sulit bagiku
Mencari-cari pengganti dirimu
Tapi bagi lelaki macam aku
Tak mau berakhir kerna begitu
Jauh di dasar hatiku
Inginku teriak
Aku cinta kamu!
Sayang, sayang, sayang
Kamu dah berpunya
Tertutup sudah bagiku kesempatan
Dan bukan gayaku rebut pacar orang
Meski hati tulus
Cerita berakhir tak senang
Thanks for the song Aisyah...
Renungan Terakhir - Nora
Renungan Terakhir
Sebelumnya kau pergi Renunglah ku di sini
Kerna mungkin terjadi Kita takkan bersua lagi
Anggaplah pertemuan ini Mungkin yang terakhir
Dan tak usah Kita kesali Atas apa yang terjadi
Banyaknya pengorbanan Telah ku pertaruhkan
Mungkin tiada bermakna Telah banyak mengguris rasa
Untuk itu maafkanku Kiranya menggangu ketenagan
Dalam hidup mu yang tak perlu kehadiranku
Dugaan...
Inikah dugaan untukku Hujungnya yang tak seindah mimpi
Hanyalah igauan ngeri Kau yang pernah ku rindu
Mudahnya berlaku Mengapa begitu
Berubah layu Aku menerima
Salam perpisahan Segalanya sebagai ingatan
Biarlah impian kan berlalu dengan mu
I like this song..hehehe... dari dulu dah..now i can sing it already.. *sigh*
Sebelumnya kau pergi Renunglah ku di sini
Kerna mungkin terjadi Kita takkan bersua lagi
Anggaplah pertemuan ini Mungkin yang terakhir
Dan tak usah Kita kesali Atas apa yang terjadi
Banyaknya pengorbanan Telah ku pertaruhkan
Mungkin tiada bermakna Telah banyak mengguris rasa
Untuk itu maafkanku Kiranya menggangu ketenagan
Dalam hidup mu yang tak perlu kehadiranku
Dugaan...
Inikah dugaan untukku Hujungnya yang tak seindah mimpi
Hanyalah igauan ngeri Kau yang pernah ku rindu
Mudahnya berlaku Mengapa begitu
Berubah layu Aku menerima
Salam perpisahan Segalanya sebagai ingatan
Biarlah impian kan berlalu dengan mu
I like this song..hehehe... dari dulu dah..now i can sing it already.. *sigh*
Monday, 11 February 2008
Missing You Lyk CraZy
Mum,
If you knew...
how much i love and miss him...
do u still want us to end this?
how i can't stop thinking abt him..
do u still want me to forget him?
how every beat of my heart only call his name..
do u really want me to stay away from him?
how every breathe that i take, only whispers his love..
do u still tell me to live without him?
Mum,
I'm sorry to say this...But the facts are,
I still love him and still miss him...
Every second i can't stop thinking abt him...
Thinking abt our past, present and future..
I do not know how long can i lied to myself...
I REALLY LOVE HIM....*sigh*
Aku Masih Sayang Pada Mu - ST12
My sister introduce me to this song.. I fall in love with it the first time i heard it :) ahaKzzz.... Yuppp...Aku Masih Sayang Padamu... *sigh*
Kau rinduku, jiwaku indah memanggil dirimu
Mataku terbangun untuk menanti ...menantimu...
Jangan pernah kau ragukan cinta yang sesungguhnya
Itu bisa menghancurkan semua bukan begitu...
Aku sungguh masih sayang padamu
Jangan sampai kau meninggalkan aku
Begitu sangat berharga dirimu bagiku...
Dan kupastikan saja dihatimu
Kan kukorbankan semuanya untukmu
Sungguh kuberharap kaupun begitu padaku...
Coba kau rasakan cinta yang begitu kan mengesankan...
Yakin pasti dapatkan kemesraan yang penuh bintang...
Kau rinduku, jiwaku indah memanggil dirimu
Mataku terbangun untuk menanti ...menantimu...
Jangan pernah kau ragukan cinta yang sesungguhnya
Itu bisa menghancurkan semua bukan begitu...
Aku sungguh masih sayang padamu
Jangan sampai kau meninggalkan aku
Begitu sangat berharga dirimu bagiku...
Dan kupastikan saja dihatimu
Kan kukorbankan semuanya untukmu
Sungguh kuberharap kaupun begitu padaku...
Coba kau rasakan cinta yang begitu kan mengesankan...
Yakin pasti dapatkan kemesraan yang penuh bintang...
Friday, 4 January 2008
Adibah Noor - Terlalu Istimewa
My colleague told me about the story of this lyric... I used to like to hear to the song but now...lagi menyentuh ke jiwa =) Yeah..you are special.....
Ku tak tergambar wajahmu
Sinar mata itu
Lirik senyumanmu
Pesona yang membelai
Wajahmu bercahaya
Memberi bahagia
Tiap yang memandang
Hati jadi salju
(Korus)
Kau terlalu istimewa
Kasih dan sayangmu terpancar
Seikhlas tiada batasan
Terus membara
Terkilan rasa jiwa
Ingin ku lihat mu dewasa
Apa daya
Tuhan lebih menyayangimu
Ku pasti kau berbahagia
Duduk di sampingnya
Mendengar cerita
Sekadar rahsia
(Ulang korus)
Tak tertanggung rindu…
Mendengar suaramu…
Tawa mengusik jiwa…
Oh…
(Ulang korus)
Ku tak tergambar wajahmu
Sinar mata itu
Lirik senyumanmu
Pesona yang membelai
Wajahmu bercahaya
Memberi bahagia
Tiap yang memandang
Hati jadi salju
(Korus)
Kau terlalu istimewa
Kasih dan sayangmu terpancar
Seikhlas tiada batasan
Terus membara
Terkilan rasa jiwa
Ingin ku lihat mu dewasa
Apa daya
Tuhan lebih menyayangimu
Ku pasti kau berbahagia
Duduk di sampingnya
Mendengar cerita
Sekadar rahsia
(Ulang korus)
Tak tertanggung rindu…
Mendengar suaramu…
Tawa mengusik jiwa…
Oh…
(Ulang korus)
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